The one that got away.

2011-08-31T21:06:00.005+08:00

So, Idk how to start. But I'm only blogging because. Idk how to talk to others.

I didn't even intend to LEAVE volleyball. I just need to rest. Like my back is getting any better? It isn't. Now you asked the seniors to talk to me? Personally? Wtf? Asking them to ask me to return to training. SURE. So who's the one who brought up the idea of letting me rest till EOY before returning to training? It was you. And now who's the one who said I'm quitting volleyball? It's you. So who's the one who is two-faced? You. No. I think you have many faces. Like 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9. I don't know what you and coach think about me. Like, being so irresponsible, leaving the team behind and ENJOYING life w/o training. Oh wow. Come on. Live my life. I don't like to be at home. You understand why? No. I'm really in pain. Whenever. Especially I train. You know? No. I'm afraid to face coach and team. You know why? No. You wanna know why I'm scared? I'm afraid. When I go back to training, coach won't want me anymore. Coach won't trust me. Coach won't train me. Coach won't think good of me. Coach will look down on me. It's like. Look. I didn't go for training for quite some time. The team and I, has drifted. You know that feeling? I used to be like really part of the team. Now I'm feeling that Im standing alone outside, while the rest of them are in a circle supporting one another, bonded. You get it? Fuck no. People in the team says that they feel left out some times. What about me? I don't have to feel. It's clear enough, I'm already standing alone. Yeah. After that all of you will start giving me letters, and sms, and talk and hug me whatever. Saying that you guys will never leave me, never give up on me, asking me to stay strong. Saying that you love me. Oh. Really? Most of you won't mean it. It's just for that very moment. Y'know. That very few minutes or even seconds. You think I don't wanna train? Any idea how my heart sank down and down and down when we lost the last match and knowing that I have to stop? I'm not being greedy. But I really wished that we could get into the top4. We couldn't, but I know we fought real hard. So forget about it. Then. YOU. Ask me start anew? Wtf. When did I even say I wanted to quit. I DIDN'T. I just need to rest. Yeah, I'm sorry okay. I'm sorry I didn't lead the team well. I. AM. SORRY. I didn't contribute to the team that much. To what you expected. IM SORRY. I know I'm not even good. So why the fuck in the first place put me as the captain? I'm lousy. You made a big mistake, you, and coach. A very big mistake. I hate how things get messed up all the time. How I am always the one getting blamed. You want me to go back the next training? Well, I expected that from you and coach. You really made me hate you. For being so two faced and being such a BIG FAT FUCKING LIAR. For talking about other ppl behind their back. For being so arrogant. For thinking that you're forever right and never wrong. I don't know. I don't know what now. I don't know why am I go scared. I don't know why am I so insecure. I don't know why I hate you so much. I don't know why I hate myself so much. I don't know why I get so agitated whenever I see you. I don't know why I really want to punch your face. I don't know. I DON'T KNOW.

2011-05-21T19:12:00.003+08:00

Hi! :) Training today was actually GREAT! :) But ): My sacroiliac joint injury is getting worse. Sigh. I fell backward on Huiwen and my back literally 'CRACK'. T_T Coach asks me to go for injection. But I guess I can only go after the competition otherwise I have to miss a lot of training sessions. Hmm.. So I got to bear with it. But it's really very very very very very painful ): Grrrr. Okay.. "Classic symptoms are difficulty turning over in bed, struggling to put on shoes and socks and pain getting your legs in and out of the car" Yes, this is so true. I'm having all those. ): It's slowly affecting my daily life. I feel the pain EVERYTIME. It never stop. It's like, crap crap crap. Lol. ZZZZZZZ. Nothing much to post today. I hope it won't affect my performance on court that much. Competition is coming in a month and I need to reach my goal. Okieee Bye. ):

2011-05-20T14:44:00.004+08:00

All I feel now is disappointment, some unknown sadness. What makes me disappointed? Many. Fml, really. The first disappointment, my friends. People change yes, but. Who the hell changed like, I don't know that person anymore? Those people said I'm their good friend. Joke. Yeah, treat me really like a friend when they need me, and when they're bored. When they find me an extra, they'll leave me out. How great.

Second disappointment, myself. What is wrong with me nowadays or rather. What is wrong with me this year? Crying countless times, even over trivial matters. Why? I cry easily, trust me. Anything can make me cry. And I have no idea why is it that I can stop crying, but never get over it. The reasons that made me cry- coach, trainings, friends, some others personal stuffs. For what cry? It doesn't solves the problem. Coach scolded me for being brainless and useless and showing attitude. OMFG. This problem is back here in B girls once again. That's why I said, no one understands me in the team. Even if you guys said so, I don't feel it. In court, I'm just trying to be serious, not being angry over things like, losing points or whatsoever, NO. I'm scary? What the hell. That's my 'no expression' face, because I don't feel anything. Not happy, not sad. That's my face..... Not trying to be bossy or scary or angry. What? Expecting me to smile when I'm sad, cry when I'm angry, scream when I'm happy? It doesn't make any sense to me. Probably all of you have a better looking face than me, which doesn't look scary. I don't know. I don't know what can I do so that I would not affect the team with my what you called, 'angry' face. I'm really really really x100000 not angry, sad or giving attitude. REALLY. NO. IM, NOT.. But no one believes. Esp coach. He said I don't have the fighting spirit, I don't shout cheer, I don't want to win. Hey, how could I ever do those?! I DID SHOUT. Even when my cough hasn't even recover, I shout! What does it got to do with me when you can't hear the team cheer loudly? Why is it always me who is at fault when something goes wrong? Wtfish. I don't have fighting spirit? Alright, next time I shan't even run and fall for ball that is waiting to be save? .. I don't want to win... That is ridiculous. Forget it. I don't like trainings now. I hate it because in their eyes I'm a worthless person. Why, for all the hardwork and effort I put it, I get blamed in the end even when it's not my fault, at all. I tried. I tried my very best. If you think I can't make it, yes you're right. Because when people say that to me, the less effort I will put in. If you believe in me, I will prove to you I can succeed. The problem is everyone is looking down on me. I'm a burden to the team, then I shall not be in the team at all. I don't mind quitting the CCA and transfer to another school. What's the use when everything is against what I do? But only if I get permitted, I'll quit. I've showed enough, ENOUGH perseverance. I went through this for a year. I thought everything would be alright until I come into B girls, new coach, new batch. Everything starts anew. I guess I won't look forward to trainings anymore. It's so demoralizing for me to be in this team. I need time, who'll give me? I need help, who'll help me? I need understanding, who will? The truth is, my friends say they will. But actually, no they won't.

Third, my results. Effmyresults. Screw 'em. Everything came back to me with LOW scores. Maths, geography and chinese especially. Maths, I lost 15 marks to carelessness. Geography, I don't know why I can answer those questions I got wrong AFTER I got back my paper. Chinese, I don't know what's wrong with my chinese. 7 years of As, and now there's a high chance of getting a B grade in my report book. #forthefirsttime. This time round, SA1, my results are gonna drop so much that my percentage will not even reach 69%. My friend told me at least I passed and did much better than some of others. I'm not gonna compare with others right? It's me, my results. Why I care about winning or losing others? I just feel that I could have gotten higher scores if, IF I wasn't so careless and if I studied HARDER. I know it wasn't my best. But I really spent all the time I could to study. It's just me, being so stupid and idiot and brainless that I learnt things so slowly. I don't even deserve to be in 2R5 where all the smart people are. It makes me look so contrasting. It's stressful for me. If you ever felt like this. The one and only thing that made me feel happy and had a sense of achievement so far was my Science results. I finally got an A! After 12334567890 years. I studied real crazy for it because I know if I don't, I'm gonna get a C or B AGAIN. So.. I got an A... Not bad, perlyn :) But that's really not enough for my overall... Now I won't hope for so much. I just hope to get 69% overall. I don't care how many As I have. Just that percentage I'll be contented...

Next, 20th May sucks. Which is today. Morning, I woke up with my ass-ing back injury in pain. Went to school, I was under truancy list, big joke I swear. Stupid. Then, got to art lesson, wasn't really happy with my score. But whatever. After that, went back to class and got back geography paper. Ohmygod, when I saw my score I totally just '-.-' -'-. For english, I didn't expect much. But I just hope I won't get a C again. Science. Then maths, the worst feeling I got today... I was already feeling down and dejected. So I thought, calling my good friends to eat with me in school.... I thought. Then all of them either didn't pick up the phone, not free, left school already or leaving school soon. Forget it... I just walked home alone through some deserted shortcuts lol,and I have no idea why I felt more unwanted and tears were welling up in my eyes. Halfway walking, I suddenly thought of my mum. Thinking that she would accompany me to eat or something. But I called her, and she said she's at home already and didn't buy anything for me to eat. Asked me to eat by myself. Oh well. SUCK. I HATE THAT FEELING. Feeling more sad, I walked home very slowly.. When I reached under my block, waiting for the lift, I pressed the button. And you know what? Both lifts was at level 3 and 5, then both went UP to level 9 instead of coming down. I swear I totally just sigh. So I walked to my doorstep. Know what? I open the door thinking it was unlocked because my sister and mum is at home. But, when I tried to open it, I got rejected. The door was locked. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. _|_ Bad day, really. Dang. Bye. This is freaking long.

Next week, I'm gonna feel the same way when I get back my Home Ec, Literature and English paper 2. And tomorrow.... training. I'm gonna put on a fake smile. Wtf. I hate that but whatever. I dont know what else I can do. BYE.

2011-05-15T21:36:00.002+08:00

HI! :D LOL. I WON'T BE ACTIVE BUT YES. IM POSTING TODAY :O AFTER SO 2 MONTHS. MYE IS OVER! :) But Im not happy that holidays are approaching. Because I rather go to school, than staying at home ): OH YEAH, 22 more days to PERTH :D Imma veli EXCITED! Im gonna take many many pictures do many many things. And I'll miss many many ppl in SG... )': Welllllll, Tmr's monday again! And we're having our last paper - LC, LOL. Then we'll be getting back our chinese papers. It's like so fast. I'm scared of my results......... I know I screwed geog and maths. *sighs* ._." The weather nowadays is really bad. Hot and cold cold and hot. Im getting sick and cough and headache and blah. Now even better, there's haze and almost every morning I will feel freaking breathless ): And lips going way too dry, eczema is back once again. Crap! I hope the weather will be normal again soon. I know no one would be reading until one day I post on twitter or facebook that I'll be updating my blog, hahaha. Who cares xD

Hmm.. About what has been happening to me.. Truthfully, it wasn't so good. But it's getting better! :) Previously, I have been sad for every reason I can think of. Now, I feel happy because I dont live in suspense anymore. Okay. WTV ._. #hopingwishingthinking.

TRAININGS.

OH CRAP. I put on weight I grew fatter I am FAT alr.............. GAAAAH. Okay. It's alright, tmr training resumes! But I'm afraid that I will die becuz my stamina SUCKS now. And all we are gonna do tmr is, physical training physical training physical training ._. Gotta build up my fats into muscles, gotta get back my stamina and gotta get back my skills. Worried ): #prays. Hehehehe.

Okay, BYEBYEEEE! LOVE! :D Follow me on twitter! @perlynnnn!

2011-03-12T20:44:00.002+08:00

FEATURED! ♥

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THIS TOO! :) ♥

HELLO! IM BACK!

I'm sooooo happy with my results. But for some subjects, I could have done better! I've cleared one of my wish in my wishlist :D Above 70% for average, and 5As, 3Bs. Yay me, happygirl! :D I know a lot people out there did so much better, but I've already overtook myself, so it's enough for me already :) Let me skip all those days I didn't post, :b Hmm, today, training, was BAD. But nvm, :) because the rest of the day was awesome. With karyl and kahwai! Love them like ~!@#$%^&*()_+ haha. Had lunch with em at 201, then went to karyl house, waited for her to bathe, and they came to my house :D We were kind of rotting with our phones, iPad and iPod touch, haha. Shared so many secrets. Talked and laughed so much :) Then we started taking photos, and they finally went home around 8.30. Today's wonderful ♥

/I LOVE KARYL AND KAHWAI ♥

2011-03-06T18:14:00.004+08:00

LOL @ This

HEY~

Sunday! And it was rather boring.. Met my group members for IPW project, and had so much laughter, haha. Epic. Farid, Ivan and Joie LOL. The progress was great! :) Hope everything would turn out fine though. Don't have much to say about today. So yeah~ Bye! :)

,waitin' for you to be honest.

2011-03-05T18:14:00.003+08:00

Hello :)

Yesterday and today was especially tired )': Wrist was swollen, but i still continued training, until the last 30 minutes i stopped. Lol. Had a talk with Kelly, she was so sad, ): Cheer up~ Today's training, everyone's mood was up and down. Haiya, everyone, cheer up~ Haha. SOOO TIRED. Continuous jumping, I felt like dying and didn't want to train. :\ I don't like to be put on with so much responsibilities. It's so stressful. Im just confused now. Forget it. Don't wish to elaborate too much, otherwise it'll be exposed. So I have to keep it to myself.. Okay. Erm. Had lunch with Kelly, Karyl, Kahwai, Yiwen, Huiwen and Cheryl-ann @ Tampines Central's KFC. Huiwen was so disgustingggg, haha. She mixed like, pepsi, chilli, ketchup, cheese, tissues, OMG, and stir it. It was awfully EEWWW. LOL. Walked to century square's taxi stand to wait for my dad and he sent me home.

Went home to bathe and unpack my stuffs, then followed my parents to airport's canteen to have dinner. Then, went home, while my mum go to work. Came home and used comp. :\ tired like crap nowadays, Okay. BYE.

/if you just realised, what I just realised...

2011-03-03T20:19:00.002+08:00

MY COUSINNNN. She's SO cute! xD

Hee, Hi! :)

Today's thursday.... Hmm. Maths was fine, managed to catch up, and released for early recess x) Then, back to class, waited for ms farah. English, did some.. situational writing. Boring :\ After that was.. Science. Got back our science papers. I could have done so much better if I checked more thoroughly!! )': I lost so many marks due to my carelessness. Ah, but it's alright, cuz I improved :) Just hope the overall wouldn't be affected much. Then.. had CME, actually didn't really had it. Just did some paperwork and we were actually talking and laughing :) Haha. Jokes all around. The class was in chaos, which made Mdm Lim quite, irritated?

Lunch @ mac with Jolyn, Ivan and Wan Ting :) Then, Jolyn and Wan Ting left and we waited for Farid. Started discussing for our IPW. They're time dragger! I swear. ._." I kept rushing them, cuz I wanna go home. Haha. Did some blog updating, and a chart, then we actually left there around, 4+ i guess? Couldn't remember and I went home. Dad was at home. Asking me for my results so far. He's quite happy ;O great. Okay. :) I think I don't have much to say about today. I'm very sleepy now, and I'm having a headache cause I was caught under the rain for 10 minutes while walking home. Yup, that's all. Bye! :)

- cuz you left, leaving too much behind for me to remember.

2011-03-02T20:37:00.003+08:00

HIIIII :)

Got back my maths!! :) Even though there were 3 careless mistakes ): But Im very happy with my marks oredi hehehe. Hmm.. Today's CCM just sucked! Wth. A relief teacher came, then she was like two-faced. -.- Hate her. Almost like U sia. HAHAHAH. U suck. Anyway, after school, ate lunch with cheryl-ann~ No more mayo and she was emo-ing while eating the rice, cute sia she. After we had lunch, went up for training. Training was fun! But sadly, I twisted my left wrist AGAIN. I just twisted it on monday's training when I receive spikes from Shiyun. Then today, I fell on it for 4 times. Finally the last time my wrist totally just turned one round. HAHAHA. Damn cool. Everyone crowded around me, and I was apparently, crying. LOL. Went down to the canteen with ice tied on my wrist. For almost 40 minutes, torture! It was quite swollen, but after putting the ice, it was better. Phew~ Hope it gets better soon :D Thanks everyone!

Actually nothing much today, I'm quite happy :) Except for a moment just now, I ERUPTED LOL. Great day. Hope that tmr would be better, and I'm awaiting for my resultsssss x) Alright, bye!!

/what's the harm by just replying in a better way? think about it yourself.

2011-03-01T20:07:00.002+08:00

HIII :) We had training yesterday! And it kind of sucked for me. Because my back was acting like some shit. But overall was alright. :) Got back my chinese! Satisfied! :D haha. Monday night, I just went totally down. Wasn't in the mood to do anything becuz everything was so bad. I just sat there, thinking about those things that made me angry and sad. Forget it :) I've decided to move on, and be cheerful!

Today, I was alright!! Until after PE, I was so sad that I found out something that I shouldn't know, or put it this way, I haven't know yet. Yeah. Which links to the reason why I was so sad last night. But thanks to my friends, I cheered up. :) After that everything went well, and great. Escpecially assembly. Haha, not referring to how interesting the talks and presentations were, but Ridhuan, Junyuan, Farid and Joie was especially funny! Haha. Retardedddd. Went for a lunch break, then went back to class for IPW lesson till 3.05. :) Reached home, bathed, and my dad drove me to my grandma's house. I was mainly playing with my cousin. She's so cute! xD Haha. She saw me and she was like : JIEEE JIEEE. Awww. Haha. Spent about 2h there, had dinner. It was AWESOME. My aunt's culinary skills are the BEST :D After dinner, sent my mum to work and back home~ Just reached home not long ago :) Listening to songs now, and doing my homework later onnnn. Hope to get back more results tmr! And to have a better training, :\

Okayyyy, bye! ;D

2011-02-27T17:27:00.002+08:00

SUP PEEPOO. :) IM CURRENTLY... FEELING VERY PARANOID. but im still here posting. Haha. Im feeling paranoid becuz Im supposed to be studying for literature and home ec. BUT, art wasted my 3h!! So, darn you, ART. >:( I'll start studying maybe around 7... Im totally not in a study mode anymore after yesterday cuz I actually just rot. LOL. HMM... Im snacking! And soon I'll get a sore throat becuz it hurts now. So, Im at the same time, spamming water ;) Currently listening to Count On Me by Bruno Mars. I swear his songs are nice !! ♥

TMR, I'm gonna spam words for literature and flunk home ec, HAHA. Jk. ._." Boring subjects, ~ Im just waiting happily for tmr's papers to be OVARRR. and I'm free. for the time being, and SA1 will be here soon. :\ Haha, it's alright, life. -.- YESH, i just received a msg from kelly! :) Training @ 2.30, NAS. TRAINING, TRAINING!! HAHA. Tiring yet fun :) Ah.. ): My back ain't doing well. It was actually just the left side last year. But then it got worsen, now it's injured both side. I can go die alr, ha. Okay, I'm kind of pissed off by someone today. Actually everyday -.- AHHH, wtv. Heck care :) BE HAPPY PEEPO !

:) Tmr's monday! YAY! ♥

-i just hope everything would be alright as it goes by..

2011-02-26T18:17:00.003+08:00

HELLOOOO :)

IM LIKE FINALLY BACK. but i can't be active haha. cuz, im lazy to use the computer. Anyway! It's the common test period, and I can't believe that I actually studied like crazy. But, i don't know if there'll be any improvement lol. AHHH hope so :) We're finally left with the last 2 papers, literature and home econs, which will be tested on monday. YAY AND TRAINING'S gonna resume. :) When there's training, I wished there isn't any. But when's there's no training, Im dying to train. What crap. LOL. I've overcame set language and notations, like finally~ It was crap when I just started, I used to get all wrong for practices. Heheee. But I still love maths ♥

Btw, I dislike art now! ): it's so confusing, and so different from last year. There's so much focus on it now, and I feel that it's just a waste of time now, cuz Im definitely not going to take art next year. Okay, apart from all these, actually I have no idea what to post about.. :) OH, my seniors, got 2nd in east zone, and they are gonna play in nationals, :D All the way, nasvb. HAH. YESHHHH. My hair grew longer. HAHAHAH. LOL. (WHATEVER)

Actually, many things happened. Everything's changing... everyone's changing... And I miss the past. ): Gotta move on~ This year, I think, it's kind of stressful. But I bet when it comes to sec3 and sec4 I'll die. HAHA. Goodluck everyborrrdiee. I don't know what combination I want to take. Targetless. :) Will decide on it at a later time, but I'll still study as much as I can. And I'm in love with my very very very HOT pink bag :) HEEEE. Okay, Bye!! :)

2010-12-21T16:25:00.003+08:00

): MY PHONE AND WALLET GOT STOLEN ):

THE PERSON WHO TOOK IT, IF YOU SAW THIS, PLEASE. I BEG YOU, RETURN THEM TO THE POLICE STATION, ): I NEED MY PHONE AND WALLET. PLEASE. BE HONEST AND CONSIDERATE! YOU WOULDN'T WANT YOUR PHONE AND WALLET TO GO MISSING LIKE THAT TOO RIGHT? PLS ): IF YOU STILL HAVE THE HEART TO, PLEASE JUST RETURN IT!! I WANT MY PHONE AND WALLET BACK! THERE ARE IMPORTANT THINGS INSIDE.... PLEASE? ):
THERE'S AROUND $55 - 60 CASH, A POSB CARD, KOPITIAM CARD, NEBO MEMBERSHIP CARD, SAKURA NETS MEMBERSHIP CARD, 4 OR 5 MACDONALDS MONOPOLY STICKERS, A NUMBER OR MOVIE TICKETS, EARSTUDS, AND MANY OTHER THINGS IN MY WALLET ): I NEED MY PHONE, I NEED THOSE CONTACTS, NOTES, FILES AND MESSAGES. PLEASE, PLEASE PLEASE!! OTHERWISE IF YOU DONT WANT TO PASS IT TO THE POLICE, AT LEAST JUST EMAIL ME X-PEIYI@HOTMAIL.COM OMG PLEASE.....................

2010-11-28T18:03:00.002+08:00

HIII :D

Continued from the previous post. We won Yuhua! :) then, we also won St Hilda's! Now we are in the Top4 with dunman, anderson and jurong. This coming tuesday will be the semi finals with Jurong. We can do it, team :D Cause we want to meet dunman in the finals. Jiayou. ^^ Saturday's training was alright, was just pissed off by something. I hope it doesn't affect the team though. Cause Im going to put it aside anyway, don't want to bother about it. Haven't been sleeping well lately.. Waking up almost every 1 to 2 hour in between my sleep. So I've been very tired and having a bad headache, feeling sick and giddy. I really want to sleep well! It's so horrible. My sacroiliac joint, could kill me anytime. Usually it would only hurt when I train/go for competition. But nowadays, even when Im sitting down, standing up, lying down, turning, doing nothing. It just hurt for NOTHING. So angry pls. No Im not going to see a doctor now, I'm just going to put that patch thingggyyyyy and stop the pain during competition. >:( Nothing much to post alr. Going suntec to catch a movie with dad mum huiwen and kahwai tmr. SEEEYAAA....

2010-11-23T20:52:00.002+08:00

totally lovable people man. ♥

HIIII :D Woke up real early, but was still late for meeting some of my teammates, cause was waiting for my sis. Was actually supposed to take 72 with the dunman c boys. Then, zach and company late, didnt wait for them and we left with cheeann benneo and ashton I think. I wanted to sleep! So tired. And cheeann and benneo kept disturbing me. -.- end up I didn't sleep. Ohmygoodness. Team, please, please please, take care of yourself okay.. We cant afford to lose any one of you. Dont get serious injuries, dont get hospitalized, don't, dont, and don't, fall sick! We're near the finals soon. Just another 3 or 4 more matches. And every match is crucial. Knockout matches alright. Once we lose, we're out! Our target is to AT LEAST, top2. Jy, i love all of you. (: Ha, I sound like some retarded person, Im just concerned. Anyway, today's match. Players, Carol setter, Wenxin&Karyl blocker, Isabel subset, Kahwai&Me spiker, Cheryl-Ann libero. Kind of weird. But we played quite well (: When we were leading like 24-4, MY LEG CRAMP. And lost some points. End up we won 25-7. Sorry! ): I should do EXTRA stretchings from next match onwards. Haha. Felt so weak, cause the pain made me breathless and I was pale. As if I had asthma attack, haha. Waited for the bus to drive us back to Ngee Ann. Had lunch @ Mac with team :D Fun i swear. Isabel, cheryl-ann and I went real crazy, hyper. Then took 28 to DSS for training. Training was particularly match with Dunman. Oh please, we were damn sleepy. Didn't win any sets out of the 4, HAHA. Omg. But we can do much more better. Still alright lah, then after training, we had debrief. Got kind of annoyed. Someone speaking and people having their mini conversation. Sorry that I raised my voice, but I think it's basic respect. -.- Im not really angry, just dont like it (: Yeah. Followed Jacq and Karyl to kopitiam. They ate laksa, Jacq ate 2 bowls! And after she ate the second bowl, Karyl just finished her first one. Haha. How picky can she be, no bean sprouts, no taupok, no seahum, just noodles and the soup. So she was slowly.... slowly... picking out those things she doesnt eat. After they finished their food, we started joking around. Haha, for the next 2h I guess. While I wait for Jacq till she wants to go home. We went to mac, spammed fries. 3 to 4 LARGE fries. HAHAHA. Omg, the most retarded thing we've ever done! Continued chatting till 6.30 and we finally went home because Karyl's phone battery flat. Reached home, bathed and used comp. (: Tmr's match, IM SCARED. Heard that Yu Hua is good? I have totally no idea. So Im going to sleep early, which i dont think I can. and, wake up, prepared for the worst. Okay, no lah. Prepared for the battleeee. :D Update tmr aites! loveya, blog readers :D

/im not going to do anything until i see something...................................

2010-11-22T20:45:00.004+08:00

I WAS FORCED TO WEAR A DRESS OUT WITH ZIYUN. HA. But had fun with her! :)

HEY (: I had a very boring day yesterday, so I slept earlier, around 11+. Went out with Ziyun. She came all the way to my house just to make-up. Cute huh, and she spent 20 minutes on that. Haha. Pretty woman (; Yeap. We had our brunch at Manpuku, then took MRT to Cityhall and started our shopping. In and out, out and in. Was kind of bored of cityhall, so we went to Somerset instead. Nice place to shop. Ha. Cotton On, Forever 21, wherever it is. Ziyun bought a lot of things. Actually not a lot, but she spent so much! Was getting real tired, after shopping for 3h. Blisters on our feets, headaches, sleepy. So we decided to leave that place. Walked to the bus stop. Checked for bus that goes back to Tampines. 65, arriving in 12 minutes. So we went to buy drink to quench our thirst first, was extremely thirsty. Milo, Lime juice, haha. Waited for the bus, and soon it arrived. Boarded the bus and ziyun started touching up her make up. DBT her okay. Haha. Took some photos, and she wants to sleep. So I started staring into spaces, like a retard. 45 minutes later........ we were finally around Bedok Reservoir Road. Then reached Tampines Int around 15 minutes later :D Took bus 28, and walked home. TIRED. Bathed, and use comp :DDDD Okay, now Im like a dead-looking person blogging. Yes, you see lots of smiley faces. But my face is totally like -.- and :| Im very listless, tmr having match with Evergreen at HSH. Good luck team and myself, do our best! Hi, sacroiliac joint injury, please do not react during the match and training tmr. Appreciate much. Im so worried :/ If it worsen, then bye to volleyball. OK STOP THINKING. Yes, and Lee Pingswen, get well soon and take care of yourself alright (: Be discharged soon! Okayyyy, see ya! Will talk about the match and training tmr. ^^

People are wondering whattheshit is sacroiliac joint.

See that. I TWISTED IT SHITYA. F.

2010-11-21T15:11:00.003+08:00

OMG. HOLIDAYS ARE BORED. so i started camwhoring myslef. HEHEHE. okay im sorry, for being siao. Erm, so far, we played 2 matches, and won both! (: Next 2 matches for the 1st round will be this coming Tues and Wed @ 10am, hougang sports hall. LOL. Im like reporting news or something. Im going out on a date tmr! with ziyun :D I haven't been sleeping well! ): got to catch some sleep. Im doing very fine nowadays, with my twitter. Ha. Sis is out, dad is working, mum is playing mahjong, and I AM ROTTING. (: haha. I really got to reduce my mistakes on court! The previous match I gained 5 points but lost 2! Roar. And I really wish that NgeeAnn C'div will get the champion. (: All the best yo. \m/

Great. Awesome. Nice. I havent started my holiday assignments. ._." I really got to start soon! Left with 1 month. Alright, I think I will post this much today :D Seeya <3

2010-11-14T15:53:00.003+08:00

I love this photo. Taken during the EOY preparation period by TANXIANGRUI my awesomest senior :D

Hey! :D I guess I need to start blogging from now on. I've been great so far, in short. Just that, the sacroiliac joint hasn't recover a bit and it's getting worse anyway. So I'm seriously getting into deep thinking about stopping volleyball after nationals next year, which is around July or something. Still I have to consider, because I would have been in this awesome sport for 5 years, spending over hundreds of dollars for all the items required to play the game. I think I will talk about this at a later time. My SA2 overall results was.. not as good as I wanted. But still acceptable to me. I am going to work harder and achieve better results next year. Streaming year :\ Im getting along quite well with my family members, trying to change my point of view towards them. But I dont know why at times I just don't like to speak to them, like how I don't like to speak to my friends. I'm just lazy to talk, maybe I should be a mute, haha. Then I would get irritated when they keep asking me questions that I don't think is necessary? I hope I can change to have more patience. Omgosh. Friends.. Im closer to Huiwen, Kahwai and Ziyun nowadays. But of course I love all my friends (: I was extremely tired yesterday. Woke up real early, like 6.30. Ate a light breakfast and prepared for the tournament that day. Was feeling nervous the day before, but woke up with confidence. Good thing though. Left home, and my dad drove Huiwen, Kahwai and Wenqi to Hougang Sports Hall, competition venue. Waited for the other teammates to come and did some warm up outside. Coach was actually motivating us or something by telling us that Hillgroove plays better than us ._." which gave me butterflies. Hmm, then we were ready for the competition. The match lasted for 20-30 minutes I guess. We won, 25-10/25-4. Made many mistakes! Argh, guess it was because I didn't sleep well last night. Slept at 12+. Um, after that we went for lunch separately. My dad brought the same, 4 of us to McDonald's, then drove us to Dunman for training and sent Wenqi back home. Reached there at 2.20. The rest haven't come, so we played by ourselves. Training was alright, I need to buck up and stop getting injuries. -.- I feel so useless. Yesterday was the third time everyone crowds around me just because Im injured. I didn't want to let them know, but Mr Liu made everyone knew. -.- Got home, feeling very exhausted. Had a short talk with my dad about my day, then bathed, and rest. Fell asleep while smsing on my bed, then woke up. Stayed up late till 4am with zachary. Haha. He's retarded 'IMMAPIG97' guy. Alright, bye! (: I need some rest after using the computer since morning. I'll come back soon.

;next match: 19th Nov, VS Xin Min. 9am.

2010-11-14T12:49:00.001+08:00

EYO. IM BACK BUT IM LAZY TO BLOG :b

2010-09-03T19:03:00.000+08:00

DEAD BLOG. Haha.

Im happy about my results, and it was really shocking. BUT YEAH, (: im going to work real hard for SA2. All the best people. I'll come back soon ~

2010-08-02T21:01:00.002+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE. IT'S OFFICIALLY A MONTH. OH YEAH. I THINK I LOST INTEREST IN BLOGGING BUT WELL, LET ME JUST BLOG. :D

I've been sick since a week ago, now still have yet to recover. I'm supposed to stay out of training and, wait till i really FULLY recover. But you know, I'll never do that! Missed 4 trainings previously and I'm not ever going to do that again. Because it's really scary to be like, lagging back. Yup. So, YAY. I'm happy that today's training went well for me although I wasn't feeling very good. I got tired so easily. *sneeze* *coughs* Haha. Okay. School was fun fun fun. Especially during home econs. :D Miss lim wasn't here. So, we had our 2h practical lesson IN CLASS. Woo. That relief teacher is great. She allows almost everything. We played dare or double dare. Omg. It was totally scary. HAHA. But extremely funny and exciting. Kerwin imitating like a chicken was hilarious, I mean it. Haha. Junyuan and royston, the 2 guys speaking nonsense all the time. Yeah. The other table included of Rong, ridhuan, qihui, farid and jiaheng. We played separately, but somehow we just 'combined'. Okay. The worst dare I did was to draw a damn heart on ridhuan's hand. So gross... *pukes* Haha. After home econs, we had english and we did a english practice paper. Ivan slept for like quite long. LOL. He woke up and blamed that we should've woke him up earlier. Haha. Hmm, after school, I wasted 3/4 of fried rice. Great. No appetite. And I went up for training, with a empty stomach. Right. That's all. Ya. BYEBYE. SEE YA. MAYBE IN ANOTHER MONTH. HAHA. Oh ya, 1R5 is going for the Rehearsal of the YOG opening rehearsal on 7aug. Till 11.30. -.- Alright, Im serious, BYE.

2010-07-02T17:05:00.005+08:00

Hi :D

This week really passed so quickly that it felt like the school only reopened a day before. But I've learnt and done a lot of things though. Wednesday didn't have proper training as the ISH were used for oral examinations. So first, we went running 2 rounds around the school, then we came back to school, went into 1R1 classroom. Did step ups and spiking steps. After that mr ong called and asked us to look for him at the newly opened gym. Walked one whole round and we finally reached. Haha. I entered the gym with karyl then we went: omg! so stink. LOL. Okay. It's because of those new facilities and it gave out a "new" smell. Yeah. Then we stayed in the gym using those 'machines' for an hour or so. After that we stopped using and somehow played. Okay, im very retarded. Because there was a large window, Huiwen opened it before that. Then it seems like a ice cream store or something to me. So while others were outside the gym drinking water and peeping at ahem, cheryl-ann and I were asking what flavour of the ice cream they wanted. Hahaha. Okay. It's lame but real funny. Took photos and we went down to the outdoor volleyball court to train a little. Around 6+, aced and left school. Had dinner with Karyl and Kahwai and went home. Thursday & today, nothing much actually. I enjoyed school this week. :D Right. I think that's all for now. Training tmr.. Bye (:

2010-06-29T21:30:00.003+08:00

Hello :D

Im back with a good mood. Haha. Thank you to those who actually cheered me up and adviced me. Jasmine, Rachel, Benedict, Cheri, Jamie, Stacia, Shazlin, Qiqi, Jesslyn, Huiwen, Kerwin, Tengsuan, Kailing, Raymond, Eddy, Pingswen, Karyl, Aloysius, Junyuan. & Many more :D Wan Ting was especially nice! She came to me this morning and said: I've read your blog, cheer up! (: Haha. Thanks. :D

Okay. Firstly, holidays are over and I'm looking forward to my study progress. Learning geography and home econs this semester. I think both of them are going to be fun. :D Yesterday was the first day of school and I almost fell asleep during the reading period. -.- I forgot to bring my report book. PE, did nothing. I sun tanned. Haha. I got a gold for NAPFA. :D Lessons were okay. Better for maths (: After school, ate sandwich for lunch and went to get the ISH and equipment store keys from Mr Ong. Set up everything almost all by myself-.- Was sweating like mad even before we started training. Training was great :D The same for debrief. I must say, yesterday's debrief was really fun. All of us kept laughing and have lots of things to talk about each other. Most of them are compliments :D We were like some crazy girls praising one another and clapping. LOL. Aced at our loudest then left for dinner with Jacq, Karyl, Kahwai and Minhwee. Reached home around 7.30. Packed my bag. Then used the computer for awhile and slept. Tiring but fun day. :D

This morning was really raining so heavily that I woke up late. ._. Sleepy. I don't like to go to school of rainy days. Dirty my shoes. Then, reached school, sat down with shazlin and jolyn for awhile and went up to hall. Felt so uncomfortable during reading period.. Headache and giddy. I just kept flipping the pages for 25 minutes. Finally it ended and we went back to class for maths. Maths lesson was alright. Headed for recess and came back for geography! :D All of us were damn excited. Hahaha. Miss Kulyk is a great teacher! Haha. Enjoyable lesson with her. Joked for almost the whole lesson. Then we art and assembly. Went to mac with Kimmi, Hedy, Joie, Zhening and another girl :o . Hahaha. We kept laughing non-stop. Kimmi was like: eh, is that world cup. Then i said: no, it's world plate :D ! Haha. Okay. It was just extremely fun with them :D Went home and used computer. Found my report book. Finally. Packed it into my bag with the thermometer. Sleeping soon. Very tired. Okay. BYE!

2010-06-23T12:31:00.003+08:00

My eyes are totally swollened. I cried throughout the whole night yesterday, thinking about everything. Friendship, volleyball, team, studies, family.. Just, everything. I spoke to my mum about how I exactly feel within these 6 months. She told me that I've changed a lot ever since I've turned 13. At first I didn't agree, but when she explained to me how much I've changed, then I realised. I used to speak up, anytime, to anyone that I can trust about my thoughts, about how stressful I feel. But now, I need others to beg, to force me to speak up. I keep everything to myself. My mum said, that is one of the reasons why I feel so stress. I have to learn to say everything out no matter what, cry everything out and I will feel much more better. I only understand that after she talked to me yesterday. Then she continued. I used to be smiling everywhere I go, I used to be laughing at everything, I used to make my family laugh when we go out together. But now, everytime we go out, I don't smile, unless something really funny happened. What happened? I don't know either. Let me admit something over here. I don't enjoy training. In fact, I dislike it. But I know I have to like it, to improve. I don't like it because every time, I have to put on a stupid fake smile. I don't like to smile for nothing. What can I do? Every time I don't smile, you all will say that Im giving you all attitude. But seriously, Im not. It's just that I prefer being serious during training. Maybe, once in a while, we can laugh and enjoy so that we can bond and whatever. And yes, who wouldn't feel a bit of dejected after you did something wrong? Everyone does! Then why is it always me who gets all the scolding for being a little dejected and not smiling? Did you see anyone smiling for the WHOLE day? No right. Unless that person is mad. Seriously, everytime we lost a point to the opponent, I don't blame anyone. I just know that we can fight back, we can get back the point. So what if we end up losing? We didn't lose if we gave in our best. We won, we overtook ourselves. Isn't that better? Truthfully, I don't think anyone understand me. No one at all. Even after I explained. All of you just love to see be getting pinpointed by others and never stood up for me. You know, that day he pointed out that Im showing attitude to all of you. Deep from my heart, I wished, I prayed hard someone who knows me better than others will at least say a word for me. In the end, no one did. Forget about it then, that little hope was shattered. I hate to cry. But I can't control my tears from flowing out because I know myself the best. I cry to feel better, not to solve problems. After crying, I will think of solutions or seek for help. Lastly, I don't need others to tell me what to do for more than 3 times. once, twice or thrice is enough. I know exactly what to do. I know that my service, I have to raise my hand higher, throw my ball lower and hit the ball quickly. I know. I just need time. What's the use of pushing me so hard? You gain nothing. It'll make me feel worse and make you feel even more frustrated seeing my mistakes repeating again and again. It's just like when you know an answer for a maths problem. But so what? You need to find the solutions out to get marks. I need time, very badly. Forcing me won't help. For my receiving, I know. I have to put my hand higher. But I've been practicing another style for 3 years in primary school. Now you keep wanting to see a little improvement every single training. Tell me how. I've only practiced the correct way of receiving for less than a year. Do you see a egg cracking and turning into a bird immediately? Patience.
I NEED TIME TO CHANGE. x100000000000.

2010-06-21T23:52:00.000+08:00

I CAN'T WALK PAST THAT PLACE WITH A SMILE.

2010-06-13T14:38:00.008+08:00

Hmm. Let me recall what have been happening. I forgotten. Okay. Erm. Tuesday, thursday and saturday had training. Quite alright. Friday went out with Shazlin, Aloysius and Ivan to watch Nanny McPhee. Fun :D Then, today, didn't go anywhere. Sorry. I haven't been active in blogging. I'll try to post more. Okay.

Bye :D

2010-06-06T20:05:00.005+08:00

Yesterday night.

Went to Jingyi's birthday party. Reached there, I was quite late. Then talked to Cheri, Zhiyu, Joie, & peeps. Talked crap lah. Wth. Haha. If pigs can fly, bangala would turn white. L-o-l. Ate the food, then.. we went to play volleyball in the dark. Haha. can't see the faces, not even the ball. After that, they went to play their condo hide-and-seek. I didn't want to play because firstly, I will get lost, haha. & also, my leg cramp, cannot run. So Zhiyu, kimmi and I played at the pool. Lol. Retarded. Whole body wet. Forgot to bring extra shorts. Then after playing, when we went to change, I came out half dry, half wet. Haha. BBQ sausages & waited the rest to come back from their hide-and-seek. Played truth or dare. Damn boring. Haha. Except for the last part. We dared joie to throw jingyi into the pool. With the help of everyone, she finally dropped in. LOL. Haha. Then cheeann and weida went into the deeper pool. Cheeann came up and looked like botak, & his pants became like FBT. omg, super funny. Rested for awhile, then I sent kimmi to the exit and waited for my sis, then walked home. Bathed, tired, slept.

TODAY

Benedict's Farewell Card. :D

Me and & Michelle! :D

Me & Nicole! :D

People crowding to write the cards. Benedict receiving it. Haha. So happy.

Sheryl, Benedict, Amrita & Tengsuan :D

Benedict & Anita :D haha. Anita so man.

Melvin, Benedict & Clement

Group 1. I love this.

Group 2 (:

TODAY WAS AWESOMELY FUN. :D But well, we were all sad when it's time to leave. Okay. I woke up at 8+. Started to bake cookies at 9. Finished everything at 10+. Then, bathed and prepared. Had to carry so damn a lot of things. Omg. Haha. I just walked from my house to Shop&Save carrying those things, I sweat like some waterfall -.- Okay. Met Michelle & Norman then we went in to buy cups, chopsticks, tablecloth. Norman lined up & paid. HAHA. Like some aunty. Michelle and I were laughing like some crazy ppl. Then looked for Benneo at the escalator there and went to 7-11 to buy ice. Waited for Michelle's dad to drive us to Sarah's house. Finally we reached, and put down all those stuffs. Started to fill up water bomb bags, filling in ice into the bucket while others were making so much noise. Security guard came and said there were 6 complains. Retarded. How they expect a party to be like a movie or something.. Okay. Well, we were still that noisy. Lol. Silvia, Nicole, Tengsuan, Amrita, Sarah & some others helped out at the BBQ pit while the rest of us start to have war. Water bomb war. LIKE WTH. -.- I didn't do anything & there were like 5 boys attacking me. Total wet. Then I got cut at my leg. Haha. Water bombing was damn fun. After that we picked all the plastic bags up & rested then ate. Thank you sheryl's dad for preparing the food for us :D Nice. I became the waitress offering drinks to ppl. errrrr. then.. if i'm not wrong, they all went to the poolside while Nicole, tengsuan, filza, sheryl, michelle and I went to the toilet to fill up balloons :D cause those plastic were all used up. So we decided to use the balloons. Although it wasn't that fun. It was freaking funny. Then had war again. Lol. I was actually not that wet, but after that I got wet again. Then all of us went to the poolside. STUPID BENJAMIN NEO. Pushed me in the pool all of a sudden. I have phobia of deep pool lah. I will kill you one day. Z. Got up and kept on whacking him. Haha. Went to the toilet with nicole and shower then washed my face, with my clothes on. Forgotten what happened after that.. Then we cleaned up the place, threw all the rubbish and clear the extra stuffs. Most of them left & some of us stayed behind. Took group photos, then walked out to take the shuttle bus to tampines mrt. Alighted there, walked to the interchange with tengsuan, nicole & michelle. Bought bubbletea and rushed to bus 28 cause it just arrived when we finished buying. Went to tmart with Michelle to buy her cup noodles then walked home together. Reached home, unpacked everything & bathed. Ya. Today was damn tiring but it's still FUN TTM. :D I want another gathering, but sadly, benedict can't make it. ): 6A'09 will miss you, dude. Hahaha. Okay. Bye. :D

2010-06-05T14:44:00.002+08:00

Hi ?

._. Im tired. Okay. Wednesday, I don't know what I did. Thursday had training. Did spiking, receiving and played a mini game. After that have to do PT. Jumping on the table with mattress. I don't know what is that, but it was fun :D i want to try jumping 5 mattresses on the table. Lol. After we jumped, have to do backup. Which was damn, painful for the back? I don't know how to describe. Then.. situp, & used the dumbbells and did the hand swinging to spike. Finished everything, pingwen, huiwen, jacq and I ran around dunman. Pingswen dad fetched jacq and me to tmart then we went to eat, home, bathed, computer, sleep. Friday, went out with Nicole.P, Michelle, Tengsuan & Sarah.C. Super fun :D I love going out with them. Haha. Tengsuan was damn funny, she and sarah went to the toilet, then after quite long, sarah came out, but tengsuan didn't. After that she came out and said that she was in the toilet smsing then forgotten that she was in the toilet. OMG. I really laughed like mad. Haha. In short, we went to Shop & Save, Toy'R'Us, Fair Price, Lee Wee & Brothers' Foodstuf, Action City, More Than Words, Urban Write, KFC, Tmart & lastly my house :D Did some things that I suppose I can't say? LOL. Later not fun anymore. Alright, then, friday ended. Today, met jacq and went to Dunman tgt. Training started, did some jumpings, tiring, and spiking, receiving, played match. Yeah. Later going for Jingyi's birthday party. Kk. Bye. No mood.

2010-06-01T21:16:00.003+08:00

Hello...........................

Ass. Im extremely tired. Never felt so tired before. Zzz. Woke up at 7, found it early, then I used the computer till 9.30. Bathed and do other things, 10.50 already. So I went down and walked to the bus stop to wait for bus. Reached dunman around 11.20, saw cheryl-ann, wenqi and huimin. Then we went up to the ISH and placed our bags there. Drank water, warmed up, took our watches and waited for Kahwai to come. Walked down complaining about why must we run so many rounds haha. Reached the entrance of the school. We were like, 1, 2, 3 GO. Pressed the start button and started running. It was so damn tiringgggg! -.- Forgot my timing, but it was within 20 minutes. Only huimin, wenxin and I did it. Lol. The distance was so long, like more than 3km. Wtf. & The weather was so hot ): after running, our steps were so heavy, haha. Slowly went up to ISH and waited for others to come. Did PT and started training when coach came. Trained receiving and back hoop. Then spiking -> the worst part of the training for me. Steps, jump, spike. Coach says, the ball cannot touch net then go down. Redo. Steps, jump, spike. Not happy. AGAIN. ._. wth. Kill me better. Then other ppl spike and the ball touch the net she didn't say anything. Lol.. Played so called match with dunman and.. -.- again, keep doing the same thing till I was about to collapse. Kept falling here and there and now everywhere injuries. My leg muscle suddenly strained or don't know what. I stood up and can't walk properly. Pingswen and Huibing followed Mr chong's instructions to help me, but it didn't work. LOL. Thanks anyway <3 Rested for like, 20 minutes I guess? Then continued with training. I must say, the team has really improved :D haha. Okay. Er.. after training, Carol, Lixian, Huibing, Pingswen and Wenxin ran the 3km+ together because they didn't run with us this morning. Timed for pingswen, carol and wenxin. Cool. They're so lucky. Not like us, didn't have cheer leaders and people to give us water as we ran. Haha. They had free service. Okay. After that, went to 7-eleven with jacq & kahwai. They bought mash potato and we waited for the bus. Stopped at tmart, went to kopitiam to eat then walked home with jacq. The end. Okay. Seriously, I'm extremely, crazily, madly, ultra, mega, super, damn tired. ._. time to rest! :D BYEEE. <3

2010-05-30T22:46:00.008+08:00

Hello (:

It's holiday and I totally hate it. Tasks, projects, trainings, gatherings. Schedule full like shit. I want and I need a good break ): .. I just want to quickly finish group projects so that I don't have to find time to meet you all again and rest rest rest! (-.-) Time passes so quickly. Just a blink, and it's half the year already. Seriously, it felt so quickly, but yet lots of things happened. Everyone had something bad cropped up. But after all, people, smile and hang on. Everything will be fine (: You have your fullest support from your close friends. Actually, I've forgotten what happened last week. Which I was about to post, but since I forgot, then forget it. Friday morning, something retarded happened to me. I thought it was saturday but it was actually Vesak day, Friday. Then I woke up and looked at the time, 8.43am. I rushed to the toilet and washed up. Checked the time again and I saw the date and day : 28 May, Friday. I was like : wtfffff ._. and started laughing at myself. Couldn't sleep back, so just used the computer. Then I can't remembered what happened. Yesterday, had training at Dunman. Some DSAs came to join. Lol. Er, then.. started off with shuttle run, after that, spiked, served and played match. Carol and Pingswen weren't there, problems rotating and cooperating. Some of us were playing different position and yeah, of course, we lost mostly due to our own mistakes. Teammmmm, let's work hard together :D ._. okay, retarded. After training, did frog jumps and one legged jump. Extremely tiring. I was panting like mad, drank lots of water and changed shoes. Left ISH. Waited for bus and stupid things happened. Yeah. Huiwen, kahwai, wenqi and I went to food court to eat our lunch together. Then karyl joined. Talked to karyl for so long, acutally I decided to eat my lunch at home, but I can't stand it and went to buy a bowl of noodles. Haha. Ate with her and bought my assessment papers then went home. Bathed, and I slept. Tired like crazy. I yawned continuously and it was so distracting when I tried to fall alseep. ._. Woke up at 7+, used laptop to complete science task 1, chat and slept at 11. Seriously, I kept yawning and yawning until the tears keep flowing out. -.- Lol. Woke up at 9.50 today. Used computer, mum bought breakfast back. Ate, watched tv, then.. I think I slept. Yeah, I did. Okay. From this coming tuesday onwards, I'm super busy. Find time for me ):

Tuesday - Training, 1pm to 6pm.
Wednesday - Going out.
Thursday - Training, 1pm to 6pm.
Friday - Buying things with Sarah.C and Co.
Saturday - Training 8.30am to 1pm. & Jingyi's gathering.
Sunday - 6A'09 class gathering ; Benedict's farewell party.
Monday - Doing project with chinese group members.
Tuesday - Training, 1pm to 6pm.
Wednesday - Free.
Thursday - Training, 1pm to 6pm.
Friday - Free.
Saturday - Training. 8.30am to 1pm.
Sunday - Free.
Monday - Movie outing. ( don't feel like going )
Tuesday - Training, 1pm to 6pm.

The next 15 days. I have only 3 days free. ROAR. I NEED A 3DAYS REST BADLY !

2010-05-23T11:50:00.002+08:00

Hi :D

Muscle aches, everywhere after training yesterday. Haha. I can't sit down properly. Got back all my results except for literature and english. And my results sucked. -.- don't bother asking me. Idiotic. Okay. And, er.. we've been watching movies like, Horton, Bugs Life and Enchanted. Yeah. Horton : a person is a person, no matter how small. Haha. Okay. It's a nice movie (: Wednesday, training resumed. Sort of hell. ._. I came home injured and tired. Bathed, and slept almost immediately until midnight, woke up for awhile and slept back again. Haha. Next day woke up, I was still tired. -.- Okay. Thursday.. nothing much. Friday, our class witnessed a planting of a tree. Lol. They keep taking pictures of us picking up litter and group photos. Yeah. They haven't post out the photos. Then we had music and then I forgot what I did. Yesterday's training for me was great and bad. Bad because I was not in a good mood and didn't have enough sleep. Good because I've actually improved. Yeah. Ending my post here. Bye.

2010-05-17T18:18:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 13th BIRTHDAY, PINGSWEN SWEETHEART <3

:D YO. Haha. Currently talking to my "doctor" , Junyuan. LOL. Okay. Went to school with Joie. Was drizzling. Then we were talking about getting sick no need go school, haha retarded. Reached school, went to look for Wan Ting at the canteen then went to the auditorium. Started checking our chinese scripts. I'm happy about my chinese results, exept for paper2. Yeah. Had our break, 10.30 walked up to 1R4 with Joie and Wan Ting. Mood swing -> Joie & Wei Heng. Scary sia ._. Then Wan Ting and I was scareddd. Haha. 11, weiheng and tinglang go find out why teacher haven't come. We realised that we were in the wrong classroom -.- We were supposed to be in 4R4. Lol. Wasted our time, and we started late, so we ended late. LC was ok. After that I went home alr. Bored at home. Until now, Very very bored. Okay, Bye. Excited and scared of my results.

My panda eyes are still there ._.

2010-05-14T22:26:00.004+08:00

MYE has finally come to an end. Haha. Great. I've been studying and I feel weird using the computer for more than 3h. English, average. Chinese, easy. Maths, half dead, another half easy. Science, not easy, not difficult. Literature, extremely (._.). History, easy. :D Yup. Haha, I'm now waiting for my results. Hope there's improvements. Actually I only studied for Maths, Science and History. & today's history was like, dots. Miss low kept asking us to focus on ext and int threats. End up, the question was about measures taken by china. Okay. Luckily it was the same as the class test. When saw that question I was totally stunned. Can't remember a single thing. Quickly finished SBQ. Stopped and kept recalling what were the points. Finally I rememebered all then wrote one whole chunk of things. Finished everything and was left with 50 minutes. Waited and waited, and it's time for collection :D the best part of the exam. Got dismissed and went down to canteen. Ate lunch with zhening, then I was so tired that I actually slept while waiting for kahwai. LOL. Went home around 12+ or 1. Bathed, watched tv, lie on my bed and eventually slept. Woke up, ate dinner, use computer. It's 11.25pm now. haha. Okay. I'm ending my post here. Bye :D
pandaaa eyesssss.

2010-04-18T20:13:00.004+08:00

OKAY. HI, :D Im crazy today and happy. :D
Morning went for training. Training, not bad. During match, sucked. Sorry team. I'll try to SMILE next time. Debrief, all the while my face was D': and (-.-). LOL. Uh, then left, went to 7-eleven with huiwen. Then saw others. Bought my favouriteeeee snack (: it made me feel much more happier. Damn. Then talked to mrliu. I nearly cried out again. Yaaaa, talked to huiwen and kahwai. They cheered me up. Thank you, <3. Alight at tmart, withdraw money, I BANKRUPT-ing soon. LOL. Went to foodcourt to find karyl and jacq. Ate, then played unblock me! OMG. im addicted to that game. Haha, i cleared 30+ levels :D Funfunfun. Hahaha. Then bought food home and bathed. Wanted to rest for awhile. But then, have to go out, everyone rushing me-.- Went to the carpark to look for my dad. Waited for damn long and finally can leave to fetch my mum. Went to orchard to eat. Lol, my best dinner ever. Abalone and sharkfin. x) Damn full after that. Then my mum have to rush back to work, so, we went to terminal 3 to walk. HAHA, i was speaking perfect english. Fun. Dad and sis was laughing at me x[ haha. Whatever. Then, fetch my mum and went home. Tell you, I immediately changed and SLEPT. haha. I was damn tired. Okay. Sorry for not replying some of your msgs. Yeah. Woke up early today, tired, slept back, woke up at 10. LOL. Breakfast, revise, revise, revise, homework, homework, clean study table. Now very very neat :D Whiteboard cleared. Ya. Watched tv, lunch. Homework, sleep, homework+tv, computer x) Okay, byebyeeee. <3

2010-04-08T21:16:00.005+08:00

Jane and me :D

HELLO :D
Finally I'm back to school. Haha. It's so bored to stay at home the whole day x). Yup. Woke up at 6.50 today. Haha. Late. Quickly washed up and met joie at 7.25. Walked to school together. Went to the hall, sweating like hell. Lol. Joie and zhening went to look for bball girls? Then I sat there and did nothing, haha. Morning assembly, then reading period. Went back to class. First lesson was science. Quite a lot to catch up.. Lol. Had test! WTHELL. He said it will be on friday, and I haven't finish studying. And Im so going to fail that test. Zz. Cheat my feelings. Haha. After science, went for recess. Ate rice, and then medicine, almost late for history. Lol. Ran up to class and luckily, we were not late :D History, cool. Haha. Everyone brought everything. Then ms low was in a great mood. So, it wasn't very toturing for us (: Im starting to love her lessons. Not dull at all. Did some exercises and after history, literature.. LOL. I started to feel drowsy, and tired. I nearly fell asleep, haha. I forgot what we did. :X. Then it was CME plus. Miss low's lesson again. Watched some videos and did the activities in the cme booklet. She asked me to share my answer with the class, then I'm like : why me?-.- Lol. She said it's very moving. I don't think it is. -.- Then finally, school ended :D Went to the canteen with yiying, shengxian, zhening and joie for lunch. After eating, went up to the library to do the art. It wasn't quite successful, because all we did was laugh and laugh, and laugh. It was freaking funny. I can't control anymore and walked out the library to laugh out. Retarded, LOL. Went back in, laugh again! Omg. Haha. Edna made a great joke! Hardly hear those from her. :D Walked back to the canteen and did my science for damn long. They left, and only kimmi, jane and kahwai stayed. So, we talked. FUN :D Haha. Then they went to play basketball, while me and kahwai sit at the tables outside general office. Mr liu came and talked to us about his, so called 'part of life' stories. Lol, ya. And, left school around 6. Came home, bathe, dinner and use computer. Going to study for tmr's chinese test. :D BYE! <3

2010-04-06T12:25:00.004+08:00

HEY, people :D
IM SICK. LOL. Throat infection, flu and fever. Okay, that happened to me like 2 days ago. But until now haven't recover. So, I finally went to the doctor today and gave school a miss. Got a 2 days MC, today and tomorrow and I wanted to asked for 1 day only, BECOZ, tmr have training! But I didn't ask. Omg. And I can't afford to miss so many lessons. I've alr missed more than enough lessons the last 2 months because of volleyball tournaments. Pray hard I'll feel much better tmr and go to school x) HEHE. I don't care. I want to go. Today have pet rocket and I didn't go. I think, what a waste. It may be fun. Well, let me ask my friends after they come back ^^. Today, science, english and maths, omg. Important. But I didn't get to go. D: Hope they don't teach much today. Please. Lol. I just ate my medicine and feel so tired now. But Im not going to sleep, cause I slept for quite long. Haha. Im so bored, tired, sick, lonely, sad D: Lol. Forget it. Let me talk about... saturday's training, sunday's boring day and yesterday's school and training. :D

030410.
Woke up at 7, prepared, and left house at 7.50 or something? Lol. Walked to the bus stop and waited for bus for a while and boarded the bus. Reached dunman and I didn't know wenqi and lixian was behind me until I reached the ISH and saw them. LOL! Retarded me. The door was not opened yet, so we sat outside and waited. Finally, others came around 8.15? HAHA. That Huiwen, crazy funny girl made us laughed like some mad people. Ate some so called 'unhealthy' breakfast together. Haha. The door opened alr, so we went in and changed our shoes and wore our kneepads then did warm up. 'Just so you know, this feeling's takin' control, of me!' LOL. That song kept running through my mind during the whole training. Then actually we had to do shuttle run. I didn't do, because, my menstruation cramp was killing me for the first 45 minutes. LOL. Trained after that. It was okay. but quite boring. So, yeah. That's all. :D Went home and bathed, did homework and don't know why, my throat starts to hurt, my flu is here and fever. LOL. Yeah, & it was a boring day.

040410.
Wake up in the morning, (please don't continue singing 'Tik tok' , haha), went to Suntec with mum and sis. Ate breakfast and then went to the Conventional Hall, or whatever. Omg. I took that escalator, scary. 6 levels. I look down and was so shocked. Haha. Yeah. Left there around 1+ and took MRT to tampines. Ate sushi with my sis, and went to buy some things. Went home afterwards. Rushed to change and packed my bag then went to meet Huibing at downtown east to study. Lucky I was not late. :D Walked to Burger King and huibing bought her food while I start to study. Haha, she's damn cute. Can't sit and study without food. Seriously, lol. After she finished her food, she went to Watson and bought chocolates to eat. Haha. Waited for my dad to pick me up and huibing went to library. Reached home, my temperature was 38.2. LOL. So I rest till 9+ and started to find my homework to do. Can't even concentrate. I thought I would die, haha. After I ironed my uniform, before I go to sleep, I took my temperature again, and it was 38.6. ~!@#$%^&*()_+. I quickly went to sleep, :D Haha. Retarded. Okay. Ya. That's all for the day. (^.^)v

050410.
I woke up, felt so much better. But my flu and throat wasn't any better. Haha. Temperature was 37.6. So I decided to go to school :D Prepared, and met joie. Reached school, assembly, blah.. Then lesson time, D&T. Fun :D can't say anything about it. o.0? Okay, it was fun. Yeah. LOL. After that was PE. Didn't play much, I was standing at the side resting. Until the last part, small sided game. Haha. Funny and interesting. :D Zhening and I went back to the class and took our wallets and uniform then went to canteen to change and have our recess. After recess, english. Quite boring, :\ haha. And, lastly, art :D Cool, the class was quite chaotic. But overall, I find yesterday a very wonderful day. x) Got released, and went to the canteen. Looked for other volleyball peeeple. :D Found out that sec2's going to train with us for the very last time. Yup. :D I don't know whether it's a bad or good thing. Because, bad thing is that, it's the real last time. & good thing is that, we can train together again, when we thought it was the last training last monday. LOL. Okay, nvm about that. Then training, trained for the first 2h+ and rest for the last 1h+. Coach asked me to go home, but I still stayed there. To spread my disease. HAHA, joking. :D Because staying at home is bored. I rather sit there and flip the scoreboard and watch the game. While resting, talked to wenxin, kahwai and jane. Very funny :D Haha. I tried to shout the cheer, but my voice broke, lol! Okay. Yeah. Debrief, went home. End of the day.

060410
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOCELYN, SENIOR :D <3
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BENEDICT, :D <3

:D. Woke up, can't even talk properly and stand up. Smsed my teammates that Im not going to school and got a MC. LOL. So retarded. Then karyl jelez x) HAHA. Okay. Im resting, so ya. BYEBYE! :D long-winded post.

2010-04-02T14:12:00.007+08:00

Before training. Haha, karyl's a retard.

After a very fun, tough and crazy training, :D Huiwen, Pingswen & Karyl

Okay. Haha. We failed a lot of times and I guess, this is the most successful group picture. Sorry huibing, :X

LOOK. Hui Wen and me, gone. haha.

Seeee. Huiwen is gone, and the picture is blur.
Now is Huiwen's head and huibing's. LOL.

Now you should understand. HAHA. Huibing's missing again. Lol.

Pingswen and huibing. LOL. Nice picture taken by karyl :D lol.

Haha, Karyl. What a pose.Huibing & Karyl (:

Karyl. She asked me to take a picture of her playing the piano. But i took 2 :D

On the way home. Saw pingswen and she asked us to wait awhile. Bored, so we took photos. Then finish taking, pingswen's gone. HAHA.

Karyl & me.

30march.
It's a sad day for us. Sec2 seniors are promoting to B girls and no more trainings tgt until next year. We sang a song to them, and cried while singing. Although it wasn't a perfect one, but we're sincere. Seniors were touched and cried too. We were already crying, and when we see them crying, we cried more. Lol, crying day. Yup. Mr liu and mr wong took video. OMG-.- Unglam. Haha. Nia cried for so long. Don't sad alr okay :D <3 Played volleyball with them again and went home around 5+. :D I will miss you. Xiangrui, Nia, Meihui, Tianxin, Wenyi, Jolie, Jiali and Brenda. <3

31march.
Okay. Wednesday training was fantastic ! :D Only us, sec1s and mr ong. Lol. Very tiring, but also very fun :D We played 6 vs 6 at first, then the new comers went to train at the side, so we played 4 vs 4. Crazy game. Haha. Huibing, Kahwai, Cheryl-ann and me versus Karyl, Carol, Pingswen and Huiwen :D Yeah. After training, debrief. Talked about some things happened that day. Huiwen and kahwai, cool down alright. Don't become enemies. ^^ Pingswen, everyone scared of her when she speaks :D haha. Scary. Yup, debrief was good. After that, it was raining quite heavily, so some of us stayed for awhile. Then before we left, took photos. Reached home, bathed, eat, 9+ alr. Did cards for seniors until 10+ LOL. Homework not done ! Quickly do and slept at around 11 or 12. Was so tired the next day. Met joie and walked to school with her and met zhening at the bus stop. Went up to the hall, and Joie actually fell into the school's April's Fool joke! LOL. ' 7 days left till MYE. ' Was laughing and finally stopped. :D Haha. Zhening and I didn't bring our storybooks. Thought will be dead, but luckily others have extra books, so we lent from them. We survived. Haha. Okay, then went back to class for lessons. Maths, recess, history, science. What the hell man, -.- Mr goh came in and check our 'pigeon holes' then some of them didn't bring, he shouted like, so loud. He was just behind me, and I was doing my work, he suddenly shouted, zzz. Shocked. Yeah, continued with lesson after that. When it's going to end, he said, ' Low pressure, low pressure. ' HAHA. Was talking about ms low. She's a good teacher, but very strict. Surprisingly, she came in and joked about the low pressure thing. Haha. Coolz. Her smile is so sweet, but hardly could see her smile. Lol. Did our own time table and school's over! Haha. Went to the canteen with wenxin and sat there, waiting for kahwai. She came at 1.40 and we ate lunch tgt. Then, talked. 2.10 she went back to her classroom, and I rest until kahwai comes out again, like, 2.20? Lol. Retarded. Her teacher gave her class a break till 2.15. But the lesson ends at 2.30. -.- Talked again, and did some work and went home. I'm so glad to know that the next day is a Good Friday. So I took a longggg nap. x) Haha. Then woke up at 8.40. My inbox got spammed by my friends. 17 new messages. Omg. LOL. Replied one by one. And got rid of 13 of them? HAHA. Omg. Evil me. Okay, then stayed up till 10.50 i think? Woke up at 7.40 today. Believe it or not, I slept so much, but I'm still tired and my eye bag is still there! D: Lol. Revised and watched television. Then use the computer. YEAH. And so, BYE :D Im going to end here. Byebye! <3

2010-03-29T20:37:00.005+08:00

CHERYL-ANN hahaha.

Wthell lah. I don't know she's so ZILIAN. SEE. 1!

4! HAHHA. Cute.

Karyl and me :D

Me and Cheryl-ann :D

See, my cutest senior, :D

PS x) Im retarded. HAHAHA.

OKAY. TODAY'S BORING ---> FUN ----> TIRING. x( haha. But I love today. I've no time to post today lah. NEED TO DO LIT PROJECT. Then something VEH important. Yeah. TMR POST. Sure a lot things for you to read. Hehe, BYE! <3

2010-03-28T10:48:00.002+08:00

Sorry Karyl.

Everything's my fault alright. I don't hell understand you and I don't know how the shit to. I have been trying to understand you by talking to you more and cheering you up. Because why? Mr liu asked me and the whole team to help you. And what the hell, we failed. I give up. You don't want to trust me when I trust you fucking much and truly want to help you. You chose to find other people, fine. Up to you what you want to do. I don't care anymore. I don't want to care about the team. This is driving me crazy. Damn. Not only you feel frustrated or what. Everyone is. When I want truly want to help you, you decline. Fine. Your choice, not mine. I don't know what to do, and I don't want to care. I don't hate you, I don't dislike you. I hate myself, I dislike myself. I have no right to hate or dislike you anyway. Yes, I admit, I had a moment when I hate you, because it's so damn unfair. But whatever it is, at the end of the day, I realised I need you as a friend. Yeah, true enough, I have many good friends. You're one of them, if you don't know. I need you to make me smile. I can remember all the good times we had together, but not the bad things. Why? Because I love you as a friend. But you don't seem to think that way. All the while, I don't mind. But now, I don't care. Okay, I don't care. Blame me for everything, hate me all you want. My fault, my bad. Im the one who stupidly want to help you when from the start, I know you won't need my help at all. I don't know why I still tried my best to help you. You don't know anything. No one does. And I don't want to talk about it anymore. I want to end everything. I don't care about anyone, anything about the team anymore. This is not the only problem in the team. This team has a lot of stupid problems, conflicts and hatred. Why did I decided to apologise to you in public. Because I want everything to officially stop and end. You think you're the only person who is suffering? Then I think you can go bang your head on the wall. Im suffering like shit, no one will know and I don't want anyone to know. GO AHEAD AND TELL EVERYBODY THAT IS MY FAULT. Let everyone hate me. Let my idiotic life rot more. Damn. I do appreciate Jocelyn, Jane, Nia, Jolie, Huibing, Pingswen, Huiwen, Weixiang, Zongxuan, Junyuan and those who tried to cheer me up. Thanks a lot. But I really can't smile, at all. I have to go out with my family later and I don't know what will happen. Who knows, they may just scold me in public like what they did everytime I show my moody face. Can someone just kill me, zz-.-

2010-03-17T20:05:00.003+08:00

Retarded girl. HAHA :D

Qiqi and me ^^

Neoprint.

HEY! :D
Yesterday, training. Not bad? Lol. Today. Finally a day, i can rest. Im having body ache everywhere. Okay, today was fun. Was supposed to meet kahwai and huiwen, but in the end, didn't. Saw ziyun and qiqi while me and pingswen was waiting for them. They joined us, then in the end, we went to watch Alice in the wonderland 3D :D Pingswen damn retarded. She keep talking and talking, and laughing. LOL. Im unlucky uh!, have to sit with her. She keep asking me questions about the movie, OMG, hahaha. I don't understand why can't she just watch finish the whole thing first, lol. After movie, pingswen and ziyun rushed to the toilet. Retarded people, haha. Then took neoprints. Thanks ziyun! :D okay, then we took 12 back to 201, and 291 to tmall. They shopped for awhile and we went to eat at the foodcourt at century square. After eating, went home. Yeah, how summarised is this post. It's short, cause i don't feel like posting.

2010-03-16T00:08:00.001+08:00

HELLO :D

Can I post tmr? :D Haha. Im lame. Okay. I'll post tmr, alright. with pictures. BYEBYE! :D night~, it's 12.08am.

2010-03-11T17:19:00.002+08:00

Hello :D

I got back all my results. & of course, all sucks. Lol. Okay. Tuesday, we went for match, vs Anderson. We lost. But it's okay, we can still get into top 4! :D Don't give up, seniors <3. Okay. Yesterday, caught up with most of the work, except for science. And had training. Was quite tough, but a good training. Sadly, something happened to me.. Which im not going to say.. Hmm, today, maths lesson, we went to Biology Lab for the ace-learning thing. Air conditioned :D haha. After that, went for recess. Brought along my science, because some still not completed.. Im going to fall sick soon, again. Omg, perlyn ho, take care of yourself! LOL. Yeah. Back to class early for history, haha. Everyone came back early because we must be punctual for History lesson. otherwise we may get punished.. Visitors came and there was a friendly teacher from phillipines :D Haha. Although I find it weird, but she keeps smiling at me, so I smiled back at her. Lol. After that, science. Got back my paper, and it sucks like some ~!@#$%^&*()_+ -.- haha, im not scolding vulgarities. Just don't know how to describe. But still passed. After science, CME plus. Mr khong took over miss low, cause I think, she had to go for the course or something? Yup. Did some work and we did our own things. School ended, walked to tmart to meet my mum and ate lunch with her. Reached home, bathed, and im using the computer while doing my work. Alright, BYEBYE.

2010-03-08T21:22:00.002+08:00

Helloooo :D

Thank you people who cheered me up. Im much better now (: Okay. Today, met joie and walked to sch with her, as per normal.. Morning assembly, reading period then met Mr Wong outside mph. Had quite a long talk, lol. Went back to classroom, it was art. And the teacher was looking for me before that, haha, Sorry. Showed her my previous art piece, cause I skipped art that day, went for competition. Then she briefed me about the next 2 art pieces that I need to complete. I was stunned, -.- How the hell to draw that, haha. I just drew anyhow then art was over. PE was next. Wth, mr ong kept asking me and lixian to demostrate. I did something wrong just now! :X So embarrassing, haha. Who cares. Then after PE, had recess with Joie, Zhening and Kahwai. Talked rubbish, lol. Went back to class, English. Got back our common test result. Errrrrr. I did, okay? Haha. Not bad, not good :D Alright, then the class was very noisy. Ms Diana kept wasting time by keeping us quiet. Then, FINALLY, they shut up. -.- She said, we've to play a game, Angel + dunno what :X okay.. All of us have to pick a piece of paper from the plastic bag, randomly. We have to write a letter to that person, about our own holiday plan? Lol. You know, i took the paper, I opened and looked, my first reaction was : Wth? Well, I got clarence. Who was just sitting in my group. Abu got Junyuan, and Clarence got nathaniel. Haha, Im not supposed to say, but it's like, everyone knows about it. Alright, after english, Literature. Boring, you knowwww. Thought we would be getting back our test results. End up, ms zahra not here, have to wait till, don't know when? Wrote a poem in groups. Joie and I came out with 1, and we wrapped up the lesson like this. After school, met cheryl-ann at the canteen, and after that, wenxin joined in. So, the three of us were eating our lunch and talking about our common test. Kahwai came at 2.30 after her lesson, and we slacked :D by right, we're to go up to ISH for training, but we waited for Kelly to finish her food and went up together at 3+, Lol. Training was fun :D and maybe, good to me. Sprained my ankle, cause the people from the back set to the front for me to spike, but I can't find the timing, then 'crack' :D haha. After training, walked back home. Bathe, eat, use computer, do homework. Yup. That's all. Tmr having match against Anderson. I believe, we can do it :D, soooo, yeah, good luck to all <3. Byebye :D

2010-03-02T17:19:00.004+08:00

Lost,
Confused,
Stressed,
Unhappy,
Disappointed,
Irritated,
Negative,
Heartbroken,
Fell out.

Everything's beyond my control. I know I will just have to struggle through. It's part of life, but isn't it too much for those to happen at once? It's pushing me, too much. Sometimes, I really want to end everything. I laughed to hide my true feelings. I cried to let out everything. Those can't help with anything. It just made me feel better for that moment. Everything to be like the past? Impossible. We can't turn time back. If I could, I would have done it. Damn.

2010-03-02T16:51:00.003+08:00

Hi people..

Saturday
Training as per normal in the morning. So depressed that I cried out loud in front of Kelly and pingswen. Omg-.- Went back to ISH with two red eyes. Very red. Continued training after that. Rest at the voiddeck with pingswen, huiwen and kahwai. Took bus with them to tmart, accompany pingswen. Then huiwen and kahwai came to my house to talk and play till around 5+ or 6. After they left, I bathed and went to sleep early. Was very very tired.

Sunday
Woke up at 7.30. Msged kahwai and huiwen. Went to study with them & nasir at mac. Can't even study, cause huiwen was so noisy. Haha, we just kept laughing. Huiwen wanted to go home to sleep, so she went off first, lol. So we walked from tmart to 201 mac, end up wasting my time and energy, haha. Kahwai went to my house to use the com. She went home around 6 and after that, I bathed, ate dinner, studied and slept.

Monday
Woke up at 6.45. Was lying on my bed from 6.45 to 7. LOL. Finally woke up to get prepared. Met joie and walked to sch tgt. Didn't bring my tie, luckily didn't get punished. Thought no need. Literature test, i think im going to fail. Serious. Same for D&T.-.- Didn't study much for this time common test. So i don't think I can get good grades. Left straight after the tests to canteen to meet vballers. Ate breakfast + lunch ( one burger, lol ). Boarded the bus and went to PHS. Slept in the bus, cause I was very tired and bored. Went up to their mph/ish. Warmed up and stuffs. Vs-ed Yuying, 2-1. They were very nervous i think, so it was quite a tough match. Back to school, ate lunch and went up for training.. My service sucked. Did serving, spiking and that's all. Walked down to the canteen to have a rest. I was having a real-bad-headache. Climb up again and did merry-go-round. 134 continuously :D nice one, team. Haha. Actually was to go home. But had to play tianxin's position cause she went for tuition. Against B girls, kept falling here and there, lol. Tiring, bought dinner and walked home.. Slept at 11.20.

Today
I SWEAR, today really SUCKED! Tired, walked to school with joie. Mph for morning assembly and back to class for lessons. Eng, recess then maths. I failed my maths test, by 1 mark. Zzz. Disappointed. I know that's going to happen to me. Cause I was really not in a good state that morning. I may even fail History, d&t and Literature. It's like, who knows. Anything unexpected may just happen. Shit. I'm really going to work hard for every test after this, im serious. I won't complain anymore. I really hoped, there will not be so many activites going on, really. My schedules were so freaking full.. Nvm, forget it. Had science after maths. Went through the answer for workbook. That's all. Mph for assembly, had a talk on cyber wellness. Ate with zhening and joie, then walked home. Okay, i'll end my post for now.

"I really, seriously hate myself and today. & ,I don't think tmr will be better."

,Perlyn.

2010-02-26T21:47:00.005+08:00

Wenyi, Me & Pingswen :D

Hahaha, kahwai took this. I was bored and smiled into the camera retardedly-.-

Wenyi & Me :D

Pingswen & Me with BUNS. :D

Hahaha, karyl. Damn cute and funny sia.

Kahwai & me :D

Retarded people tying high and buns before training.

Carol & Me :D

Hello :D Sorry for not updating! ^^ Im lazy lah. And there's nth much to post about anw. Just a lot of tests was going on, and crazy schedules for me. Haha. Common test for the last 2 days, History, MT, Eng, Maths and Science overall was okay. Im so scared that i'll fail maths, history, d&t and literature ><". Pray hard, haha. Alright, seriously, im very tired after today's training from 5 to 7 at dunman. Oh, and damn, someone really made me ROARED today. Hahaha, okay. Pictures will do my talkings. BYEBYE! :D

2010-02-12T17:04:00.003+08:00

7FEB: HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEIHENG! :D
8FEB: HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHELLETAN! :D
11FEB: HAPPY BIRTHDAY GWENDALINE! :D
12FEB: HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMRITA! :D

:D NAS VB ROCKS :D

Okay, haha. I'm lazy to post everything! Cause I've not been updating :D Congrats to C girls for getting 2nd and B girls for getting 3rd! :D Jiayou for Nationals! Yeah. Went back to eastspring today. Saw so many beloved ones :D haha, Cheri, Jasmine, Sarah, Tengsuan, Sisi, Anita, Sheryl, Silvia and so on ^^ Okay. Didn't see Msteo, but will sure look for her one day. Lol. So many people went back and the canteen was freaking noisy, haha. Missed my schoolmates and studying in school. I'm not going to post so long. So, yah, byebye! :D <3 Will post another day(:

2010-02-06T18:09:00.003+08:00

Hello (:
Firstly,
2FEB- HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SHERWYN :D
3FEB- HAPPY BIRTHDAY, TIANXIN :D
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Okay. Done :D Now it's time for me to post ^^. Thursday, played against Dunman High and we trashed them, 25-8, 25-10, (: We got into the FINALS :D Match will start at 2pm at Ngeeann ISH. Come support us, ^^ haha. Friday, went back to east spring for awhile to play vb with qi, gwen, ziyun, ben, zach and alvin. Went home at 5. Reached home, was very tired, slept around 9. Woke up at 7 today, meet jacq at 8 near the PAP. Walked with her to the tmart bus stop to wait for pingswen. Took bus to Dunman for training. Training sucked. -.- My ankle and shoulder pain like some shit. -.- Can't spike properly then got scolded by coach. Argh, whatever.. After training, had a long debrief at Dunman canteen till 1.40. Aced and went home with pingswen & huiwen. Reached home, bathed and need to go out with mum and sis to shop. Finish shopping, dad came to fetch us home around 5. I'm very tired. Okay, (: summarised post for the past few days, yeah. BYEBYE :D

FINALS : playing against DunmanSec. Come support us kkk :D thanks!

2010-02-01T20:06:00.004+08:00

HEY ^^
WE WON. YAY. & ANW, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, CHERYL-ANN :D The court was damn noisy, St Hilda's VS Ngeeann. St hilda's kept shouting their cheer, but you know whattt :D Ngeeann was crazy too, haha. With the help of pingswen, huibing and ME :D Before that I alr had throat infection, now after the shoutings, I think I could hardly talk, haha, & I think it's worth it. Yeah, ngeeann rocks! xD Perseverance and cooperation with the team, (: The score was so close and we deuce for both sets. 28-26, 27-25. Pingswen keep shouting till 'out of tune'. And I shouted too loud that the words can't be heard clearly, somehow vibrating, haha. Okay. Was supposed to watch Dunman's match but in the end, most of us went down to have a drink, lol. Took 291 back to Ngeeann, then started training. So damn tiring-.-. My spiking improved, but my receiving still not very good. After training, went to foodcourt with minhwee and jacq to look for ziyan. Waited for them to finish eating and went home. I'm extremely tired and my throat hurts. Upcoming tests: Science(tmr.), chinese(forgotten when), & english(next mon). Wishing everyone goodluck^^ alright, I'm going to complete my homework now and revise! Byeeee. (:
<3

2010-01-29T21:31:00.002+08:00

Hey (:
I'm lazy to post everything out today, because i'm tired. Tired of everything.. Well, woke up at 6.15 this morning and prepared to go to school. Met joie downstairs and walked to school tgt, chatted along. Reached school, was still v. early. I was like starring at ppl for nth, and almost closed my eyes. Argh, I've never been so angry in my life before. Yesterday and today. Crapped my life. Zzz. Forget it. Then went back to class and had science in the science lab with mrgoh.. Recess, and was chinese. Lol, that two retarded guys sitting in joie and my group was like talking nonsense but still very funny. We kept talking and laughing uncontrollably which made the teacher kind of pissed off. -.- Left class at 11 for competition. Went to change and waited for others to come. 11+ took bus to PRS for the competition. Warmed up with pingswen, huiwen & cheryl-ann. Went up to the ISH, we won (: 25-1, 25-8. Lol. First set played by seniors, carol was damn great today ^^ she gained points by serving more than 10 balls, omg. Then second set played by sec1. We lost a lot points by service. But luckily got back (: Yay, team rocks, -.- Okay, whatever. Had to leave early, watched our juniors matches. Senior boys, well done :D Senior girls, although lost, but still well played (: Jiayou, all the best, <3. Went home, bathed, dinner. Study, watch tv, use computer. Lol. I'm freaking tired, but can't get to sleep, not sure why. But I just know that my eyes are closing soon. Okay, i'm sleepy, BYE!.

I'm sick of your attitude.
I'm sick of your nonsense.
I'm sick of your face.
I'm sick of your voice.
I'm sick of the way you speak.
I'm sick of the way you walk
I'm sick of everything you do, you are, you would be, or whatever it is! Zzz.
I'm not only referring to you, but also you. Idiots.

2010-01-24T18:21:00.003+08:00

Hello(:

Saturday
Went for training at dunman till 12+. Had lunch with jacqueline then went back home to change. 2+ reached mac with jacq. Then waited for damn long for ben, alvin and zach to reach, wait till I headache, lol.. Zach bought the doraemon for me as a birthday present. LOL, thanks (: While they eat, jacq and I keep talking and eating their food. Haha. I keep eating alvin's fries and said, : I help you eat finish k. Haha. But I didn't. Then jacq keep adding salt to the fries, siao. Haha, she eat the fries like some mad person. Edgar came, laughed a lot, and finally they finish eating, left mac and walked to jacq's house downstairs to play vball. We were crazy and laughing so much. Ben went home to change his shoes and karyl came tgt with him. Edgar went home to change his shirt and came back also. Lol, retards. Played 'concentration' & 'Bang', lol. There was an uncle in pink shirt looking at me from far. I kept staring at him, then he finally walked away-.- Can't see who was he, cause I didn't wear my specs. Continued playing vball, lol, zach was retarded. Cause he lie on the floor and did some retard thing. Haha, everyone was laughing when he did that. Played till 5+ almost 6. Went home and bathed. Waited for my dad to come home and fetch us to changi airport to have our dinner tgt. Came home and rested for awhile, then slept.

Today
Woke up around 8+ 9. Forgotten, lol. Washed up and watched television. Lol, zach said that disney channel showing Phineas & Ferb (Retarded show for retarded people like me, haha) , so i watched till 10 and used the computer. Haha. Rest for awhile cause I'm sick, until now D: Feeling terrible. Ate my lunch, blah.. & 5+ went down to esps traffic light to wait for nicole.p :D miss her man. She passed to me my birthday present (: Thank you! <3 ^^ It's damn cute. Haha. Came home and used the computer awhile, now posting.. Going to off it soon and bathe, then I want to sleep!-.- Was so dangerous just now, while I was walking back after meeting nicole, my head spun like crazy. Lucky didn't faint or something, lol.. Okok, I want to end this post and sleeeeep. Byebye!! <3z.

2010-01-22T19:07:00.007+08:00

FEATURING: KARYL, JACQUELINE, QIQI, ZACHARY, BENNEO, ALVIN, HILSON.

SO SWEET RIGHT :X HAHA

Jacq & Me :D Sorry, because my face have pimples :XCutttt :D

Karyl :D Retard. Haha

Birthday Cake :D

Birthday Cake again :D

Alvin, haha. This was when he said that he's cute-.- OMG.

FIRSTLY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! :D
SECONDLY, I LOVE MY FAMILY!, MISSTOK, KARYL, JACQUELINE, QIQI, JOIE, ZHENING, KIMMI, NICOLE.P, MICHELLE, KAILING, PINGSWEN, ZIYUN, GWENDALINE, CHERYL-ANN, CAROL, HUIBING, JANNELL, BENNEO, ZACHARY, ALVIN, FARID, BENEDICT, MY CLASS, 1R5 BLSC INSTRUCTORS & THOSE WHO WISHED ME AND GAVE ME PRESENTS! LOVE YOU GUYS. SORRY IF I MISSED YOU OUT. BECAUSE IT'LL BE TOO MANY TO TYPE OUT. (:
YAY. LASTLY, i'm going to post about today ^^

Went to school with Joie, met cheryl-ann at the canteen to get my present (: thanks! Went up to the hall and joie went crazy telling ppl that today's my birthday :D haha, she's cute. Up to ISH and when we were about to start the activity, it started to rain. So in the end, we didn't get to go for our CIP. Stayed in the class doing some presentation and stuffs. Fun ^^ Joie and zhening this two little naughties, they went to tell Julie today is my birthday and the whole class sang for me birthday song. Was very happy, but when they were singing, my face was damn red and hot. ^^ But anw, thank you R5! :D Royston kept irritating me, haha. By right, i should be happy when someone says happy birthday. But I got irritated, cause he kept saying and saying like a spolit radio.. Lol. Back to ISH for debriefing and dismissal. Wrote down our reflections, feedbacks & others. Dismissed, and met kimmi to go to mac :D Ate mac with her, haha. And pingswen came to pass me a present from edmund, thanks! :D After eating, went back home to change and cut cake :DD My sister bought the TIRAMISU cake :D yay, love. Haha. Nice. ^^ After cutting and eating, left home to meet jacq, alvin and zach at the playground downstairs and walked to esps to watch junior's match. Their match didn't start so early, so we played vball at the outdoor court first and came up to watch their match. Great job! , (: They won. Haha. Goodluck for next match! Alvin was saying himself very cute, zach was extremely retarded, benneo was extremely weird, karyl was crazily mentally hyper, & jacqueline was also crazily mentally hyper. HAHA, all my weirdweird friends :D But i love them!, :D Haha. After the boys' match, we went down to the court again to play. I suck at spiking just now, haha :X Forget it. I tell you what, jacqueline really siao, and zach really very retarded. Haha, kept doing the kissing sign to karyl and jacq, haha :D We're mad! x) Had a veryvery great time with qiqi, jacq, karyl, benneo, zach and alvin, ^^ they made my day GREAT, omg, i don't know how to describe this GREATNESS! I'm just veryvery happy now. HEHE. Good things always have to come to an end. And it was time for me to go home D: At first i thought they'll be going to mac and I'll be going home. But you see, great friends do great things, :D they escorted me home! Haha. (: Zach played the happy birthday by the click five :D haha, thanks! Reached home, had a bath and i'm using the com :D YAY. I LOVE TODAY. & I'LL NEVER FORGET TODAY.

2010-01-19T19:30:00.002+08:00

Hihihi , :D I'm once again back. So far, I've been great. But, not yesterday and today. Cause, my throat has got infected~ 2 reasons to it : i didn't drink much water & i shouted too much and too loud yesterday. D: Now I talk halfway, my voice will start to get softer and blur. Haha. Okay. Yesterday had our first match with Junyuan sec. We won ^^ and they did their best too (: 1st set played by our senior, and 2nd set played by us, (: I was extremely nervous and my hand was trembling before I serve. Unfortunately, I failed to serve over x( But luckily huiwen and I got back the points by spiking (: Huiwen spike was very very very omg-ly nice man xD direct ball, *claps* haha. Both set scored 25 - 6 ^^ cool. Haha. We're proud of ourselves (: Headed back to ngeeann to continue our training. Had friendly match with dunman sec1. Lost the first set. Thought that we'll lose the second set, but we won (: the score was 24 - 19 and dunman leading at first, and tiffany serving, which was scary-.-. Miraculously, we fought back and we slowly caught up ot 24-24, deuce, and finally, we won ^^ then practised receiving and spiking with karyl. She kept calling me crazy girl, dunno for what. Haha, i think she's the one being crazy (: Training ended, debriefed and walked home. Today, went to sch with joie, and up to the hall. Reading period, back to class, english, recess, maths then science. After that, went to the hall to have the assembly talk. Finished at 2+, -.- Had lunch with zhening and went back home :D that's all. Haha, i'm lazy to type everything out :D FRIDAY. FRIDAY. FRIDAY. :DDD It'll be a real fun day for meeee. YAY, got all planned, hehe. :D alright, see ya. BYE! <3

2010-01-12T19:11:00.002+08:00

Hello ^^ Walked to school with joie again :D we reached there at 7.30 and went up to MPH. Talked and looked around till 7.50 and started the national anthem. Had reading period and we got scolded for like 15 minutes?-.- Read chinese passages and returned back to classroom. It was D&T lesson, Mr Teo & Mr Tang, 2 hours of lesson, omg. Recess, ate with joie & zhening. Went back to class for maths, the teacher was Mr Khong and it lasted for 1h30min. 12.30, we went to the auditorium to have a talk. Somehow boring, haha :X Ended at 1.30 and had lunch with zhening, kimmi, joie and kahwai. Joie, zhening and kimmi was going for the basketball trial, so they left first. Kahwai and me then went up to the library to do homework. But I can't do anything there, so I guided kahwai. Lol. Went home at 4+ or 5. Today's so weird, I saw Benedict on the bus, and i said : Hi benedict. then I saw caleb at tmart and i said : Hi caleb. Lastly, I saw shaun on the way home and i said : Hi Shaun. LOL, all my last year's classmates. Okay, then walked home and used the computer. ^^ short post today. & Seeeeyah. Tmr having friendly match. (: Goodluck.

2010-01-11T21:05:00.004+08:00

Hey :D It's a brand new week, the second week of sec1 life-.- Went to school with Joie and went up to the MPH to assemble, it was like so squeezy. I brought so many things, and they were heavy, omg. My bag was packed with books and so, and my shoebag was packed with, PE shirt, jersey, sport shoes and kneepad. Headed back to classroom and had Art lesson with Mdm Sarah. She's quite a good teacher, lol. Talked about the rules and so on. Then she told us that she'll be selecting an art rep. We were like doing our own things and she suddenly called my name-.-, how unlucky. She said that I could ask another person to be my helper, so, I called JOIE, haha, sabotage. After art was PE. Changed into PE and went to MPH to assemble there. Had an orientation run around the school once. Was time for recess, so we went back to class as zhening wanted to take her wallet. Recess over, got back to class. It was English lesson, ms poh was the teacher. She's okay, i think, the best teacher so far :X haha, and ms zahra too. But she's somehow weird in some ways, haha. After english was literature. Ms zahra did not come, so there was a relief teacher. Have to do some reflection on the poem given to us. Rushed through everything and we were dismissed at 1.30. Ate lunch with zhening, kimmi and joie then went up to ISH. While we were having training, those sec1 ppl was having a trial or something. After everthing, it's like, they only chose 1 girl so far -.-. Continued with our training till 6.10. In between, kelly, kahwai and I went down to have a drink and chat for awhile, about kahwai's *ahem, haha. Went back to ISH and watched the match. Whatever.. and training ended at around 6.10, debriefed at the canteen and walked home. Same old stuffs and I feel like sleeping now.. Going to pack my back and get into my bed. Hehe, alright, see you tmr :D
P/S : Tournament in 3 days time. Luckily we don't have to play. x) But goodluck to my sec2 seniors ! <3

/Loves.

2010-01-10T19:23:00.002+08:00

Hey yo. Haha :D Sunday's boring and made me headache. Have to complete all my homework. Finished all, except for 1 question from the science workbook. That question is like, there's no answer to answer it. Lol. Had stomach ache for the whole morning and was resting on the bed for quite long. Not sure why,-.-. Skipped breakfast as I was having stomach ache, and had lunch around 1+. Used the computer to change my blogskins and updated everything like, facebook, friendster and stuffs. Thanks to those people who tag in my tagboard even when it's almost dead, ^^ and welcome back, people, to my tagboard, haha. Alright. Still figuring out that retarded science question,-.- Ask my friends later. Kahwai was like so retarded during yesterday training, haha. Better don't post it out, otherwise she'll kill me :X can make a guess though, haha. It's only less than 4 days to Eastzone. Good luck all, & jiayou !, loves.

2010-01-09T21:38:00.003+08:00

Hey ! ^^ I bet no one wants to come to this DEAD blog? :D Yeah, sorry for not blogging for such a long period. School had already started for like, 1 week? This week was tiring for me-.-. camp, training, cca display, heritage tour then training again. But overall, i'm HAPPY (: during the camp was fun, with joie and zhening (: We were extremely hyper at night, especially during the campfire, haha. Joie was going 'keke' and zhening and I were going : coconut~. I know it's lame, but I find it fun :D Right.. Our class had a skit, was boring :X I think our class, 1R5 was the quietest class among all the sec1. -.- we didn't even had our own class cheer. Poor thing. Got so many mosquito bites. But the worst thing is that a mosquito went into my ears at 3am+ and I was trying like crazy to get rid of it. That buzzing sound of it makes me feel so.. ew. Finally got rid of it, but it was almost time ot wake up for a morning bath. Felt so stinky x|.. Bathed, and packed everything into my bag. Went for breakfast and had the initiation walk? Gave us the badge and blah.. Went back to the place, our class was lucky enough to clean the dorms and not the toilets. The girls' toilet was like, flooded, one word to describe, Disgusting. Had telematch, z, don't want to talk about it, so suck. We left the campsite and went back to school. Walked home with joie. When reached home, quickly unpacked everything and bathed. Went back to school for training. No DSAs were there except for me. All say very tired dun want to go, lol. Went there till 4 only cause I felt really tired and can't stand it. Came back home to bathe and slept early. The next day, lessons started as usual. Whatever.. & after school, there's cca display. DSAs don't have to join class. Except for 1R2 ppl, cause their teacher didn't allow. */i felt very long winded-.-. Okay, was so tiring and i went home at 6. Usual things, slept even earlier.. Friday too, lessons as per normal, after school had the heritage tour. Somehow boring, cause we were just walking around and did some writings. Reached home around 6.20? blah.. and slept at 7.30, -.- sounds a bit exaggerating. But i'm really tired until now. Woke up at 6+ today and went for training at dunman with pingswen. Trained till 12.45, went to tmart to eat with jacqueline. After that, went home around 2+. Rest for awhile, and my parents finally came home from m'sia. Yah, ... and until now, it's 10.30pm. & i'm only free on every sunday-.- Okay, seeya ^^

2009-12-21T12:08:00.002+08:00

HELLO :D
I'm finally back to post ! :D After 20+ days. Haha. Went to malaysia. Got well with my cousins and friends over there, and I didn't bear to come home.. Till now I'm still missing them, cause most probably we can't go back there for at least 1 year or more.. it sucks.. Just pray hard. Spent most of the time there playing and chatting and shopping, one word to describe, funnnn :DD With the companion of my cousins and friends, x) Bought new shirts, sport shoes and had a bad haircut that made my hair shorter and bent in when let down, lol. Quickly grow back, please-.-. Went to genting too. But only for one day. My parents and grandma went to casino while my uncle, cousins & my sister and me went to arcade for 5 hours. Omg-.- spent 120RM just by playing those. lol, crazy enough. changed back lots of things and left to wait for my parents to come out. Stepped out of the enclosed area and I was freezing cold. Sat beside a pond or something and waited. Something funny happened, lol. My uncle drove us back to my another uncle house to wait for other relatives to come and go for dinner. Had dinner with them and my father, sister and cousin went to play snooker while I got back home to rest. Was having a bad headache. Bathed and waited for my hair to dry and went to bed at 10+. Woke up at 12 as my cousin came to ask me go down to 'yamcha'. Had a great & hilarious time there. Missed them as it was the last day in malaysia. Went back to singapore and packed my things for the class chalet the next day which was organised my nicole.

Had fun and i'm not going to post till so detailed as I'm leaving soon to go for kimmi's chalet ! :D Staying overnight there till tmr morning. Won't be online from 1pm to 12pm. ^^ sms me if you want. We had pillow fights, BBQ, extra early breakfast at 4am, card games, glow sticks, bowling, movies, kbox. lots of other things, but left out camwhoring, lol. Try to take photo today kk. Bye ! Meeting anita at 12.45 and now the time is 12.35.

2009-11-27T12:34:00.004+08:00

Hi. (:
Will be posting about yesterday. Went back to school to get our PSLE results. 10.30 - 12+, had Sec 1 briefing. Then mr teo talked for awhile. Top 20+ went up to the stage. After that, our turn to take our results. Michelle and I were squeezing each other hands, lol. Even though i'm confirmed to ngeeann through DSA. But i'm still worried about which stream I am going to be eligible for. My family stood near beside my teacher. After i got my results, i smiled and told them. Lol. Lucky they were satisfied-.-.. Then my sis said that we're going to kbox and asked me to invite some of my friends. Only kimmi can go, so i asked her to go home change first. My family went home to change and then went to fetch my sis friend and fetch kimmi. Reached ehub, go kbox. Room 22 :D my favourite number. Lol. Sang from 2+ to 6.30. Then bought food for dinner. My father drove our friends home and drove us back. Had fun with kimmi :D haha, so funny during the singings. Okay :D End my post here :D
Congrats to Anita, Zhiyu, Kimmi and others for getting top 20 :D

edit.
/ going to KL from 12th to ~~16th~~ 17th of December.

2009-11-20T19:24:00.004+08:00

Zzz, i looked like some shitty people. LOL.

Hello. D:
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I MISS ESPS. OMG. D: I don't want to leave.. I can't bear to leave my friends.
Michelle, Nicole, Anita, Sisi, Kaiting, Liza, Cheri, Zhiyu, Pearlyn & Many more.. Went to school at 12.50, met michelle at the void deck and walked there together. Took pictures and went up to the hall. Prize givings, concert.. Then after everything, took photo with misstok, ziyun & gwen in the hall. Rushed down to canteen to meet others. Saw anita & sisi crying. I was comforting them, & anita suddenly made me cry. Then more & more people cried. Hugged almost all my friends & cried for more than 3 times, -.- very stupid, i know. But cannot be controlled. Tengsuan heartless one, she didn't cried throughout everything, lol, joking (: . Cried & cried for very long. We laughed when we cried, lol. Sisi kept hugging me and making me sad.. Sisi, cheer up okay (: we will meet each other very soon. Michelle, sarah & filza left early. Luckily michelle left early, otherwise i will flood the whole school. Sisi went to hug mrteo, lol. Hugged liza. Talked to each other to cheer everyone up. But the cryings went on and off again and again.. weida kept doing stupid things, lol. He kept hugging the piglet -.- After awhile, we decided to leave, cause it's quite late alr. Went to the booths and they took off the balloons, lol. Jerlyn gave me a peg with my name on it(: , thanks. Went under the grand staircase with kaiting. We actually wanted to leave the school. Then we suddenly hugged each other, D: Very memorable.. hugged cheri, D': and took photo with liza (: . Walked to mac to meet vball people. Karyl nearly suffocate me when she gave me a hug-.- Qiqi & kailing escort me home. LOL, joking. thanks, love. Missing somebody so much till I don't feel like doing anything..

2009-11-19T17:50:00.003+08:00

Hello, pee-ple.. Kimmeh forced me to post.. -.- I'm lazy to upload those photos i took with my dearest today. Which is Zhiyu&Kimmehhh :D Haha. Tmr i'll upload them okay (: Ohya, and I can't get those photos from friends, sorry (: Skipped school yesterday due to training at ngeeann.. I felt so, disappointed of myself.. Forget it, don't want to talk about it. After training, met my dad near mac and bought food back home for my lunch. Sprained my neck during training & I couldn't turn my head, lol. I must turn my whole body just to face at the person talking to me. Zz. At night went out with family to Sakura to have dinner. Wanted to rest, but no choice-.-.. Went home, onlined awhile, but almost no one onlined, so I went to sleep. Woke up at 7.15 today, bathed and watched tv for awhile and left home at 8.30. Reached school around 8.50 and went straight to class. Tengsuan was so damn early, LOL. Soon, more people came in and sisi gave me her profile book. It looks like a story book from outside, haha (: Played stress with luqman. He's crazy okay-.-, stress-er, lol. Didn't rest enough yesterday, so after playing with him, went back to my seat to have a short rest. Started playing with other ppl, and my energy got used up again. Lol-.- There was no mother tongue. Melvin's birthday & we went down to canteen to celebrate.. Chat with filza for awhile and back to class. Look at others played stress and school ended at 11.30. While rushing out, kimmi & zhiyu asked me to take photo with them, and gloria asked me to help her write in her profile book. Rushed to KFC to meet the rest. Changed into jersey and took bus to dunman sec for the match today. Warmed up at the basketball court with team. Fell down and grazed my knee. Lol.. Went up for the match. We lost, but it's okay (: cause they did well :D okay, i'm going to rest. byeeee. <3 ^^

2009-11-15T18:13:00.002+08:00

I'm back again :D Just came back to post about yesterday. Woke up at 7 and left home at 8.30 to meet Jacq to eat breakfast at foodcourt. After eating, took bus to Dunman and had short training. Training ended at 12+, was angry with that damn person, zzz. Meet others in the canteen, friday was Dunman open house, so quite crowded. Waited for a while and the bus finally arrived. Sat with tianxin in the bus. Reached jurong west sports hall, nice place(: Watched dunman's match, went down for warm up. Went up again and got ready for the match. We won :D after match, debrief and took the bus back, dunman boys came along-.-. Alighted at the Esso's busstop and walked home. Bathed and pick up my mum from her office, left to ehub. Ate dinner with family. After that, checked the time for 2012. My mum have to go back to work, so we decided to watch midnight movie which was after her work. Played arcade and to NTUC to buy things for the movie later. Went home and watched tv till 10.40. Slept for 20minutes+ and my sister poke me to wake me up,-.- Was so tired. Left home and pick up my mum again. The time the movie starting was 12.05. Left the airport around 11.30. Suddenly there was a traffic jam, my mother said that it was impossible for that road to jam, as it never jammed. Then later we found out that there was a car accident. The tree fell down and hit the car. Omg-.- My dad sped and reached ehub at 12.10. Walked quickly to the theatre and just right, the advertisements finished and the movie started as soon as we sat down on our seats, lol. 2012 was very nice, (: The movie ended at 2.50. Reached home around 3+ and slept at 4. Woke up today and I'm tired. Didn't got enough sleep, but can't sleep back. Okay(: , end here. Bye :D

2009-11-15T15:10:00.002+08:00

Graduation Night :D - Treasured Moments, 13nov'09

Nicolepangwanjoo - :P Haha ,cute :D

Tengsuan & Me~:D

Silviaaa ( Crazy Girl :D ) & Me. I love this photo most :D

Anita & Me :D

Filza & Me ~ :D

13nov'09 :D
It was a great day & wonderful night ^^ Went to school till 11.30am, and P6s was dismissed earlier to prepare ourselves for that special night. Walked back home w. michelle and about 2+ I was already more than half prepared. I was extremely excited that afternoon, awaiting for the time to past quickly, but it was soooo slow, that I nearly died of waiting, LOL. Used the computer and onlined MSN. Talked w. Benedict, Michelle, Sheryl & some others (: All of them were as excited as me, haha. Finally it was 5.15. I shut down my computer and waited impatiently for the minute hand to reach 45. That 30 minutes past quickly and I walked down to meet Michelle. It was raining, so we walked through shelters and reached school at 6. Saw Nicole, that crazy girl with purple and green socks on different feet, haha.Then saw Ziyun & Gwendaline (: Pretty girls. After that, stand near the general office and saw Anita, Sarah, Tengsuan walking towards us. Anita looked funkayyyy :D haha. Filza came too, and she looked so nice with her makeup :D She really looked like my mother, haha. :D Okay. More & more people came and we walked up to the hall. Took lots of photos with friends, I have only some in my camera, the others are with them. Posting them maybe tomorrow or tuesday ^^. Forgotten some parts. Eastspring Got Talent started and Satria was the first one. He had sore throat D: But it's okay, cause he was great ^^ People shouted and cheered for him so much, Esp. Anita & Alwani, haha. Those singings and dances, overall was great though (: Had a little bit of dinner in between those. Some technical problems occured during some of the dances and singings. Making them unable to give us a complete one. Stupid, lol-.-. Okay. Before ending the night, we sang If We Hold On Together, (: Anita & Sisi cried, made me nearly cried too. I told them to cry together this friday, lol. Okay. ending this post, Byee. :D

2009-11-09T12:34:00.002+08:00

Hello :D

Yesterday
Played badminton with Nicole, Michelle, Benmok, Kimmeh and Kailun at the badminton court behind my block. I went straight to the court while others meet at tmart Mac. Lol. Then i sat on the floor of the court to wait for them. Smsed nicole and told her to hurry up cause my butt going to burn soon. LOL. Finally they came, started playing and whatsoever-.-. Kimmeh : Sucker. Haha. After playing badminton, went to the play ground, played swing for awhile, then went to my house to do the umbrella. -.-

2009-11-02T16:46:00.002+08:00

Heeeeyah :D ^^
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FRIDAY, SATURDAY & SUNDAY
Friday :
-Went to school with a super bad flu & sore throat.
-Played stress, cheat & others.
-Did CME during chinese lesson.
-Msteo gave us lollipops.
-Went home and changed my lollipop with my sis chocolate. ( she ate mine D: )
-Went to my mum's office till midnight.
-Fell sick after waking up from my nap.
-12+ reached home and took temperature, 38.7 -.-
Saturday :
Throat infected, & my fever didn't went down. Took medicine, drank salt water, ( it was veryveryveryvery disgusting ), & honey water, lol. Slept almost whole day, woke up around 5+ then did the research for the umbrella thing. Draw until headache-.- Then took temperature, & ate medicine. Finally the temperature dropped to 38.1. Then watched some videos with my sister on Youtube. Then slept around 12+ :D
Sunday :
Woke up and took temperature again. 37.2. My fever totally subsided, (: But sore throat still there. Keep coughing. Didn't play badminton with Michelle and others. Rest for the whole day. And forgotten some parts-.-.

TODAY
Didn't go to school today, cause I went for volleyball training at Dunman. I don't have to go for the floorball practice today, x) but I still have to tmr -.- The school changed our interclass captains ball and soccer to the damn floorball. I don't like it -.- Till now my sore throat not yet okay. Nevermind-.- Left house at 7.40. Reached the busstop at 7.45. Missed the bus purposely :X haha. Then waited for like 13 minutes. and The bus arrived. Met karyl, gwen & ziyun at the dunman entrance. Walk & talked. Went back to dunman's canteen. Sat there for awhile and time to go up to the ISH. Wore kneepad and then started warm up and training. Omg. I hate my receiving. So difficult to change. -.- Today didn't serve well. Blah & blah.. -.- , after training ended, took bus home with Huiwen :D, my newwww friend. LOL. Okay, bye! :D

Lovelikethis- :D

Love, 내게 오는 것을. 당신도 그렇게

So Love, 당신을 기다리고 있을 여자가

True Love, 접근입니다. 당신도 이

One Love, 너, 나, 나에게 연락하시오.

2009-10-29T16:53:00.006+08:00

Haha, Look at my mouth. Anita, good shot-.-(sarcastic.)

Filza, Me & Michelle :D Only filza's looking at this camera, :D

Me and Filza shuffling the UNO cards. LOL.

Anita & Jan. Hahha, Jannell had a cute hair, :D

Crazy Ppl, LOL.

Me & Anita :D

Three of us. :D

Jannell's Preeety Shots, HAHA.

Helloooo :D
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YESTERDAY
Woke up at 6.10, Same usual things. Spot check. Went back to class, I rushed through doing the Health Education book and played some stuffs.. A lot girls didn't come and was so boring. After that 3 periods of chinese. Did CME, handed in the book, and msteo said she prepared a game for us, which was 'taboo' in chinese version. Quite fun though.. Rounded off the game at 1.20, jacq and I told msteo that we need to eat our lunch, and change into our attire to go for training. She asked us to help her put the books on her shelf and leave after that. So we left the class at 1.20+ Walked down quickly to the canteen to change into my jersey and sports shoe. Then ate my lunch. Jacq was so hungry,? LOL, she kept buying things to eat. Talked to qiqi, karyl and jacq, after that walked to ngeeann together. Karyl went home, dunno for what. -.- Entered the ISH, suddenly have aircon, haha. So cooling. Minhwee asked me to play with her for awhile. Then more & more ppl came. Did warm-ups, 脚步, and receiving to the wall. I'm so stressed up. I just can't do my receiving properly. It's like, i'm not the only one who can't do it properly, but why coach keep shouting at my name and asking me to do it properly -.- I need time to change the style I receive-.-I've been using the style for more than 3 years, and expect me to change to another within 1 day? How? -.- Other than that, my right shoulder was injured since Monday after training. But during yesterday training, need to serve and spike so much, and my injury worsen, till I can't even lift my hand. And it was only half way through the training. Coach asked me to play in the game for awhile, I served a ball over by luck and another missed. Then after some time, stopped the game and all of us had a rest. I sat on the bench there, holding back my tears. What's the point man. After training, some seniors asked for our numbers and went down to canteen for debriefing. Went home after that. Reached home, my whole body was like jelly. After I bathed, my lay down on my sofa and trying to fix my shoulder-.- I was too tired and could not online to encourage kimmi. Sorry kimmi. Went to sleep earlier and I fell into deep sleep.
TODAY
Went to school at 8+ Finally I remembered to return the umbrella to the 6 store aunty, I've been forgetting for 3 days. Sat down with tengsuan, & talked about our fringe, because we just got caught yesterday. We kept arguing whose fringe is neater, lol. Okay, mine is definitely messier than her. I don't know what I was arguing for-.- Then more & more ppl came. LIZACHIA !, i want my old phone D: , hahha. Then went up to the hall to assemble, silent reading for 15 - 20 minutes, not sure. Returned back to class, started playing. Took some photos, some still not with me. Nevermind (: 10 photos above enough to 'entertain' you. Anita took a photo of me without me knowing, when I opened my mouth till so big, LOL-.- Mrtan spoke chinese to the boys when they were playing chinese chess, sound weird, :X. After that, went for chinese class. Continued the game we played, which were, taboo, in chinese version, for the whole 1h. Anita were hungry, so we decided to go tmart to have our brunch ( breakfast + lunch ) together, lol. Walked halfway, then I remembered that I have not enough money-.- We walked fast to my house, I went up to change my shirt and take money while anita waited for me at the void deck. Sorry, anita (: . Went to tmart, saw jannell entering the 7-eleven. We went inside and looked for her, then asked her to join us for lunch. We entered Mac, then saw karyl and the rest. mac was full, no seats available. So we decided to eat at KFC, it was so much quieter. They put their bags at the seats, and bought food. I ate the Snackers, anita ate the Zinger whatever thingy, :X and jan ate shroom burger. It was sosososo damn funny there. A lot of funny things happened. After eating, we went to bought some things and jan treated us lollipop :D Thank you! After that, we went dexter's house to bother him, his mum, very strict and fierce at him, lol. Okay, then they came to my house to use the com. They played the guitar geek, and I've just broke my record :D Msn-ed with some ppl and took pictures. Then, they went home around 4+. End my post here, (: Bye.

2009-10-26T20:01:00.002+08:00

BALLLZZZZZZZ
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Hello :D Today's monday. Mdm chan didn't come, and we played very crazily, LOL. Today's fun, very fun ^^ okay whatever. Recess, Nicole bought 3 sushi and 3 seaweed chicken, then I bought 2 nuggets and 2 sushi. Nicole then say : You twotwo, I threethree. Haha, sounds funny. Recess over, assembled before going back to class. Nicole and I kept bullying michelle by tickling her back, and waist, haha, sorry again x). Then... went back to class, we just kept playing today, and did some health education. Played truth or dare with michelle, anita, nicole, amrita, & filza, haha, poor sheryl, got bullied by us xD Sorry (: And benneo. He, I don't have to apologise, -.- I heck care. I went to pull out his specs and ransacked his pencil case. LOL. After playing, played heart attack ? -.-, lame but very funny :D amrita and filza kept PK-ing each other. Chinese, did something, dunno how to say, -.- Then, go back class, did nothing, about 1+ teacher called those sucessful in DSA ones outside the classroom? Talktalktalk, then go back class awhile, school over. Went back home, bathed, eat, then watched tv for awhile, then walked to tmart to meet jacq. Went to ngeeann for training. -.- Reached there, did warm up with jacq, then started training. I kept spiking and serving to the wall for more than 100 times.. My shoulder now very pain, lol. Then played with gwen they all. After that, we no need do anything ( i think ) ... so we sat on the floor as a group. Ziyun, gwen, karyl and me. We talk and laughed like crazy, hahha. Karyl kept , BALLZZZZ, and we laughed. Haha, that's why I started my post like this. Then, talked about other things. Training ended at 6+, walked home with jacq and reached about around 6.30. Okay, end my post here :D I'm tired today, Byeee. ^^

2009-10-25T14:03:00.004+08:00

Hihihi.

HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYY, JASMINE. <3
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I'm bored~ I don't enjoy this holiday, lol. These are what those trainings caused me! o.0
-Left knee have one big blue black. -.- ( do the stupid duck walk. ._. )
-Back have 2 blue black. ( did 45 situps on the flooooor. )
-Right leg thigh muscle pull. ( again that duck walk,zz )
-Sore throat + Flu. ( Okay, this is not caused by the training. LOL. )
& what's moreee. Tomorrow there's training again, after school, 2.30pm at ngeeeeeannnn. Omg, -.- This is killing me soon. I don't know how long it is going to take, 4h at least, or maybe more. I rather knock the wall,-.-.. ZZ.

Okay. Stop complaining. Let's start my post.. Woke up at 8.40, left my bed (D:) at 9, LOL. Okay, then lay on my mother's bed and talked to her. Until about 9.30 then I went to bathe, and went down to buy groceries with my mothAR, .. Rained so heavily that I came back home half drenched from shirt to leg. You know, my hair is very importantttt, must protect x). Even though we brought umbrella, but still drenched because of the wind, -.- it blowed the rain towards us. (what kind of description-.-") Erm... then helped my mother with cooking and used computer while eating. Now.. My mum is playing mahjong, my dad's sleeping after he woke up (LOL), & my sister is watching TV. Err... Yesterday night I packed my primary school things, threw 1/2 of them ( they're useless ), 1/4 kept, (useful ), 1/4 giving to JAMIETOHSHINGYING. xD I just shouted her name. LOL. Sorry ppl, i'm a bit crazy today, maybe very crazy. Talking a lot of craps. Okok, continue.. After packing, I watched tv, and slept at 8+, that's so early. Woke up at 1am. When my mother returned home, woke up by their noises-.- I bathed because I thinks that i'm dirty, haha. And went to bed at 2.05am. Okay, that's all, Seeya.

2009-10-24T13:58:00.002+08:00

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Woke up at 7.05, after preparing everything, ate 1 piece of bread and left the house at 8. Walked to the bus stop to wait for bus 28. Waited for so damn long-.-, the bus came at 8.20+. Reached dunman around 8.30. Saw a senior then walked with her up to the sports hall, lol. I thought I was late, but lucky never. Did warm-ups all these - tiring. Receiving, Steps for spiking, Service, that's all. Then we sat beside the court and looked at the C division girls train. After everything, did push ups, and sit ups, after the training today, my leg hurts like hell. Then walked to the bus stop and took bus home. Reached home, wanted to bathe, then my mother told me that no water, because the water supply thing dunno what happened. -.-Can't bathe, so I ate my lunch first, and use computer. Until now still not yet okay, have to wait for dunno how long.. Okay, that's all. Wish JasmineNg happy birthday in advanced :D Loveyou. Haha, okay. Bye. (:

2009-10-23T20:16:00.002+08:00

Hello :D
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Went out with Karyl, Nicole, Benneo, Benmok and Bryan today - to ehub. Left house around 9.35, then called nicole, she just woke up when I called her. Haha, so I waited for her at the esso for like, 15 minutes, my leg all mosquito bites lah, LOL. Nevermind, then she came, we walked to the 201 bus stop. Suddenly bryan say he lost his way-.- So I asked karyl they all to look for him. Reached the bus stop around 10.05 or later, still late. Took bus to ehub, and stood near the downtown east entrance like some stupid people, haha. Cannot decide where to go first. Then walked halfway my both leg have blisters-.-, my idiotic shoe. LOL. So, went to the Fair Price with Nicole to buy plasters and her drink, while others went upstairs to the arcade. It was like, so quiet there -.- . Played one round of basketball in the arcade then bryan said want to play bowling first. Went down again. Benneo, karyl and nicole said they dun want play. So only bryan, benmok and me played. Lol, first game bryan won with dunno how many score around 90+. Then second round I got 103, so lucky, haha. Striked 2 times and spared 2 times. Lol, we kept making some lame bets with each other. Left the bowling centre and went up to buy the movie tickets. Again, couldn't make decisions which movie to watch. I wanted to watch the deadly tsunami. Lol, end up watching 500 days of summer. Not really nice-.-, somehow too boring. LOL, bryan slept-.- waste money. Bought the 2.50pm tickets, then went to play arcade, after playing, found out that my bag the zip broke-.- Benmok and bryan say they wanted eat, so we waited at the nebo cafe. After that went to the movie theatre. Finish watching, we stand outside for more than 10 minutes, asking each other where we want to go. Lol...we walked to the pasir ris park, nicole went home cause she very tired and her eyes swollen. Then some boring walks, and I walked to the bus stop to take bus home. Met my mother while walking home from the esso. Lol. That's all for today :D Byebye ^^

2009-10-22T14:35:00.001+08:00

Tataah.. Updated, Lol. I've changed blogskin, relinked people, and unlocked my blog ^^. Only if neccessary, then I'll lock it again. Any idea what to post about? -.- I don't have. I woke up about 8 plus, bathed and ate my breakfast. After that started using the computer from 11 till now, which is 2.30 ?.. Psle over, and there's nothing much I can do.. Going out with friends tomorrow, and I'm not excited at all, not knowing why? These few days have been going for training at dunman.. Yesterday didn't go for the training at ngeeann, cause my family had to go somewhere, my father say it's important and a must to go, o.0..This saturday having training again. After the first training, almost all of us had muscle ache, lol. I walked like a robot for at least 2 days, which looked rather retarded, haha -.-. There's a U-13 tournament this coming monday, have to train hard. What else to talk about? I've been pausing for 3 minutes at least. Lol, okay, maybe I should just end my post here. I'll come back soon to update okayyyy. BYE ! (:

2009-10-12T17:03:00.000+08:00

Hello,hello,hello.
PSLE's OVEEEER. :D
Haha, i'm not going to get my dream score, maybe? -.- Whatever. Maths was so difficult, lol. I've not been posting for so long and I can't think of anything to post.. Er, Jamie, Xerxes, NicoleLee, Emlyn and others, good luck for your upcoming SA2 exam :D Going out tomorrow, er okay. Tomorrow then post :D We're going to have fun in class on Wednesday, ( hope so (: )
Kk, Byee.

,it's another great day :D